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Always making excuses
I’m 37 female and now living back with my parents, I can honestly say most of my free time at home I’m watching porn and masturbating.
I so enjoy masturbating bringing myself to orgasm many times, I dream of having sex like the porn I watch.
Problem is I make every excuse I can think of to get out of having sex with someone I’ve met.
I don’t know why I make excuses, in my head I’m so wanting to have sex.
Being honest again, it’s been a long time since I last had sex, I’ve only had sex with 3 different men.
Why do I turn away what I want so much?
Perhaps something long ago affects your mind. Did your dad interfere with you when you were young, that’s often the case. It certainly was with my wife and once she took control she became the slut she always wanted to be. She got her father alone and got him hard and ready to fuck her, as he was about to enter her she said stop a min I have something to say, stood above him pulled her pussy lips apart and said I know how much you want this and then told him it would have to be on her death bed and the next time he spied on her she would release the video she’d just made of him. Then walked away and never looked back.
Maybe haven found a man that can satisfy you . The way you like .
Let’s be masturbating friends where are you located?
You’re hooked masturbate to porn. I’m married but love to masturbate to porn more than to my wife. Sounds like we could have a lot of fun masturbate to porn together.
Off hand I'd say one of two things.
You have insecurity issues that make you feel unworthy of being intimate with someone. Do you have feelings of low self esteem or low self worth? Do you find it hard to believe someone would want to be with you sexually?
Or one of the experiences you had with sex was bad, or possibly even rape. Rape is not sex, it's violence and if you do fuse the two it can mess with your head sexually.
I don't know the solution to either problem but I'd suggest seeking therapy. They can help you figure this out and you'll have lots of satisfying sex.