A sudden desire for my father-in-law

I recently realized that I have strong desires for my father-in-law. It was random. I didn’t see this coming.

One night, when masturbating, I fantasized about him kissing me and touching me all over. I was really surprised to see something like this in my solo sessions, but the scene kept repeating, and I loved it.

I haven’t stopped thinking about him ever since, and I’m pretty much determined to flirt with him and see if he flirts back.

A couple of weeks ago, we went to the mountains for a weekend. He and his wife own a cabin where we all go as a family whenever there’s a chance. That time, I showed him a bit more skin: I wore a v-neck top that let him have a nice view of my breasts, and I also wore shorts that allowed him appreciate my long legs. I couldn’t really tell if he saw my breasts, but I do think he stared at my legs for a brief moment while he was doing something on his iPad. He was sitting close to the couch where I was, and I could see his eyes were moving in different directions.

He tends to be really discreet and aligned to his morals, so it’s really hard for me to be 100% sure about him noticing me at all. However, another thing happen that weekend: one morning, he walked around the kitchen shirtless and with a towel around his waist. He was heading to the hot tub, but for some reason he went to the kitchen first while I was making breakfast. He rarely does that.

Also, while I was cutting something on the kitchen island, he stood at a nearby spot where I could clearly see him. I stared at his hairy chest and then made eye contact with him. I smiled, but he didn’t smile back lol. He stayed around for a couple of minutes, and then he went to the hot tub. I’m still trying to figure out what that meant, but I’d like to think it was a sign of some sort! Again, I usually don’t see him shirtless, so I was very surprised this happened. Maybe that was his way of telling me that he saw me showing more skin and now he was showing me his? Reciprocity?

I dream of us flirting via text, and face-to-face when possible. I dream of making out with him endlessly, passionately. I dream of us touching each other and enjoying great oral sex. If we decide we want to have sex, I wouldn’t hesitate to say yes.

I’ve been collecting advice from people I’ve chatted with online. Someone suggested I send him a picture of my breasts via text and then say “ooops!” to then make him react, and find out whether he’s interested or not. This is a crazy and exciting idea…and actually pretty doable. My father-in-law and my husband have the exact same name, and in the past, I’ve accidentally sent messages that were meant for my husband (haven’t sent anything compromising, though). When that has happened, my father-in-law responds like gentleman and there’s no awkwardness. However, sending a revealing image of my body is another level. What do you think? Should I do it?

Another person suggested to just go slowly, as in hugging and kissing him on the cheek when saying hello or goodbye, smiling more, playing with my hair when I talk to him and no one else is around, and showing skin constantly. Then, see if he gets the message and let him do the first move. Thoughts on this?

I don’t care I’m 33 and he’s 61. I’ve always wanted to get intimate with a mature man, and finding out whether there’s potential for something here excites me in ways I can’t describe. I would love to give him endless pleasure and discover how orgasms would feel like with him.

By Anonymous

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