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I am a high school freshman. The older boys at school have started to bully me. I am small for my age and wear glasses. The older jocks started out by pushing me around and making fun of me. Then, one day, they cornered me after school and made me strip naked. I was so ashamed I sobbed. they made me show them my dick with is still small. Then, they forced me to masturbate for them. when i came, I had to lick up my cum. This was only the start. After that, some of them on later days, made me masturbate them and then lick their cum from my hands. They made me pose naked and sent the pics to some of the girls and other boys in the school. Now they say I have to suck their cocks and even shove stuff up my ass to entertain them. What should i do? I have to confess, and this is the hardest part, that i sexually enjoy the abuse. i get turned on by it. Am I a freak? I go home and masturbate thinking about some of the boys and i get hard remembering how they spit in my mouth and how I have to lick up their cum.
what is wrong with me?
You seem to be confusing humiliating attention with loving care. I'm no shrink, but I'd guess you get an erection because of you are really feeling desired when your peers ( especially girls ) abuse you in a sexual and erotic manner.
Many boys at an early age enjoy being the only one naked in front of others, often when in front of girls. Desiring that to extend into abuse via humiliation is a different matter. It likely means you see submission as your embrace of their care ( interest/ amusement ) for you and the more pronounced (abusive or humiliating) their attention the deeper the love.
Change your attitude toward yourself and your desire will follow.
Well, now they make me suck out the cum from used condoms they find in garbage places, and one of the boys makes me suck his dog's dick. i feel inhuman, but also as if this is where I belong. i admit i get sexually aroused when these boys do this stuff. they make me lick out the urinals at school and say this week i will have to lick out the toilet bowls as well. They break the zippers on my pants and wont let me wear underpants to class, and when they snap their fingers...i have to take my dick out...even in class sitting at my desk. i get sick from the taste of the dog dick and the feel of the greasy thing in my mouth. so now they bring me a container of dog cum and make me lick it out during lunch. my dick gets hard from all of this and even leaks. thank you for your caring comment. if you want to chat with me more you can write Jake at
dalemaipenraikhap@protonmail.com