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Can’t control myself
I’m 44 happily married with two children, I’ve not had sex for nearly four months.
During the day I’m constantly thinking about sex, I get myself so worked up as soon as I’m home I bring myself to orgasm.
On occasion I will orgasm waiting to collect children from school, I play with my clit in the car.
I’ve been giving myself so many orgasms I’m not interested having sex with my husband.
When I was a little girl, l heard about sex toys at sleepover from my friends and we did look them up on the Internet on our laptops.
I got very nosey one day, while my mom was next door, and looked around in her closet. Sure enough, in a shoe box, there they were. A fake penis and a long hot pink vibrator, plus some very hardcore porn magazines.
Omg, at first I was like totally Eeew, my mom does IT ?? I stood there with that a few seconds when the magazines caught my attention. I quickly flipped through one of them, they were in a foreign language, stopping only to look at the very graphic pictures.
Soon the pictures we're having it's effects on me and I began to get very aroused. I looked at the next magazine that had close ups. I started to realize, at eleven years old, of my own need to masturbate, but I was a little too afraid to get caught in mom's room.
I put everything back and quickly went to the bathroom. I sat on the toilet and masturbated, while I still had those images in my head and I orgasmed faster than ever. I sat there as this wave of shame washed over me. I flushed and pulled everything back up.
As I was going downstairs, my mom was coming in through the front door. I did my best to act "normal" as I struggled inside with the realization how close U got to getting caught.
I never dated use my mom's toys but there were a few times that I took the magazines to my room when she wasn't in the house and gave myself a DIY orgasm.
Let’s chat I’m on sesssion
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You fantasize about your son at all?