While she sleeps
Married 46 yr old male. Libidos very different and I’m very late to sexual exploration and pleasure. Grew us southern baptist etc. So I’ve recently began feeling badly about watching so much porn in the mornings and gm jerking off. Recently I’ve started snuggling with my wife naked and wait till my dick gets hard. Then ease out of bed and jerk off to her. I’ve also gotten very close to her face and done it. I want to CIM on her ass so bad. She’d freak out if she caught me but I’m sick of being told no. I think what I’m doing is a better option than porn. I also visit massage parlors and get handjkbs which I love. Could honestly go daily. Never cheated on her other than the massage parlors which is just a handjob. Thoughts suggestions?