For gods sake someone help me.
I carried their crosses and did lots of homework and cleaning and fixing and being the go - to - girl for everyone, I kept the family together, but why did I bother, when you never helped to keep me together with myself or help me find love like you should have. you should given me advice. you should have pushed and made me do guys and get them. you could have got them for me, you could have shown me how the sisterhood works, cuz I still don't know and I am 46. you didn't equipt me to have a clue, how to get a job or man, you still haven't be fair on me, all you want from me is slavery, abusing me, you want my money and my sexual desires and I get no loves and no working cash and you might as well treat me like a clown cow you slap at the zoo, but let me tell you this, god is gonna turn on you. and slap back. you hear me. god is for me. god knows I was not a bad child. Its not my fault the shit that dirty old pedo put in my head as a child. you got to stop blaming me john. you and karen get with karen p and you plot and stalk and verbal abuse people and your so self loving and deceitful and conceited people, nicki caused this always going to the youngest to get the gossip on the older ones to kill and flatten them down to the ground. well gods not gonna do that. gods fighting this battle for me. because I was a child when all that stuff happened. weren't any of you a kid? seems to me your all done well for yourself. roslyn and karen talk to karen g and then the plot goes on and its got to stop. you stop abusing me or else. you stop getting men and doctors to abuse me. or else. do you hear that jum curry. that thing didn't care. y/ kerry go away. we don't want to know you. nicki go away. all of you fuck off. gods not gonna let you harm me anymore.