I want to become intimate with my friend

I want to start a relationship with my friend, we've been platonic friends for 4 years, she's turning me on sexually now. I haven't told her of my intimate desires or that I'd like to take our friendship to the next level. I'm afraid I would ruin our friendship and I fear rejection if she has no interest. I noticed she touches me a little now, like a rub on the back or a gentle touch but not in a sexual way more like a compassionate way. I think she reads how I feel but she's not leaving me an opening to discuss it. I'm feeling I'm at the point where nothing matters now, if she rejects me I'm gone our friendship would be over with, on the other hand if I don't see how she feels I could lose the love of my life. I already feel like a loser, my x wife who I loved so much cheated on me and left me for her lover, I still have emotional distress from her deceit and that was 10 years ago. I want to move on, I would really like to move on with my friend.

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