I want sex with a friend

I'm a middle aged divorced guy. I have a friend, this woman I've known for many years who has been nothing but a good friend. She's not beautful but has a great personality. I'm starting to feel the urges of sex with her. We never discussed sex, we never had sex and the only thing we ever did was kiss to say hello and good by. I would really like to be in a relationship with her but being she's separated I won't ask her, not until she get's divorced. I pray she comes to me asking to get laid like another woman friend did many years ago. I don't think she's having sex with anyone and she's really making me horny when we get together for a few drinks. I don't know if she has the urges for sex and I'm afraid to broach the subject for fear of rejection and loosing her friendship for being a lonely horny guy. I'm sexually frustrated, and she's been frustrating me for a while now. Last year I asked another woman friend for sex, not only did she say no she threw our friendship out the window because I asked. That really bothers me. I have a lot going for myself, I'm financially secure, I'm decent looking and clean, I treat women very respectfully and never forced myself on a woman, I only asked if she was into having sex and she got mad. WTF, can't friends be lovers too. If she came to me I'd oblige her as I did for my other friend years ago who really wanted and needed to get laid. It's horrible to be so sexually frustrated wanting someone and on top of it not having anyone for sex. I will not use the services of prostitutes, I would if std's weren't so prevalent today, you can't trust anyone you don't know far as I can see to be safe with. Masturbation sucks, I hate doing it but have little choice for sexual relief. I'm beginning to feel like I'm unattractive to women but I know I'm not ugly, I do have a lot to offer, been told by a few women I'm a great lover. It seems a woman go get fucked anytime she wants with almost anyone they want but me, I seem to not be sexually attracting any women these days and I do not understand why. I don't talk sexual, I never push myself on anyone or disrespect anyone. I don't get it. There's my confession, I'm a very lonely sexually frustrated guy who could not even get an ugly woman friend into my bed who came to me for sex years ago when she was thin and pretty, and now fat and ugly.

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