At 53 Looking Back on Super-heated, hot sex with OLDER MEN

I write this fondly in memory of sex homo/hetero that I have never come close again in 35 years. Homosrxual, gay? Queer, Fag. When I was 13 so called straights just called them queers fag bastards and frequently, pedophiles. Sometimes I called them daddy.

I was 13 when my friend Vic age 14 asked me if I'd like to make some fast money, he added it feels good for getting your dick sucked? At first, Very hesitant very reluctant. By who, I ask? Just older queers that like young, smooth boys with decent size dicks. By decent bigger the better! So what you got to do? Nothing, just take your pants off, let the guy give you a blowjob, if you can, fuck him in the ass, they pay more if you fuck them.

The first time: Vic takes me to Joe's house, introduces me. Of course Joe knows Vic brought me as a new trick. Vic splitsl Joe is maybe, 45 interesting, takes an interest in things that interest me. Feeds me a couple Martinis, comes sit next to me, begins groping my cock through my pants. Checking me out for a hardon before the next move. Yes! I was hard and he begins unbuttoning my Levis, soon slides my pants and skivies off. Says, let's go in the bedroom, where he gets nude., starts stroking my cock, soon he is deepthroating me. My 1st blowjob. I admit, it felt very good and he made it last. Finally I came, man it beat jacking off. But 1st time, I felt guilty like I had been so bad, that lasted a while. $25.00 cash, which was some bread to a 13 year old in 1984, like $78.00 in today's money for about 25 minutes of something that felt good, not bad! Indeed, I went back just showed up, got off, got paid 8-10 times.

Joe shared me, giving mr ph#'s of other men for mutual pleasure, my cock, their money. Some, and in 6 months, I had I think 9 men, clients/johns. I began ass fucking them. Often I required pornographic DVD girlie mags, no problem, they preferred no girlie stimulation ha! They were enough, but not quite yet. I had a client, Dick an engineer who helped concoct a tall tale. He came met my folks. In addition to sex, Dick had me doung odd jobs. Dick ostensibly wanted me to accompany him to San Jose ( Bullshit)_to help him. Actually San Francisco to hook me up with men he knew there. I slept with 3-4 his friends, great orgasms, good money.

I was free to sight see roam, so one night at Union Square I learned about the real male escort/prostitution. A guy maybe 40ish approached me, ask, you available, how much? Shit I was clueless so I coukd have ask $100 I said $$50 live &learn.
This would be very different from what I'd done.

The guy drove to a sleaze motel in South San Francisco by the airport, got in the room, he was going to get his $50 bucks worth! Hustling can be dangerous, I'd learn. He demanded, get nude, he began fondlimg, groping, french kissing me as if I was a chick, a whore! FACT: I was a whore unbeknownst to me. He hac a huge cock, Very muscular guy, he puts me on his hiscok to suck...first time a cock in my mouth I Had before just been an ornament something to play with. No I was gonna have to play back. I knew how to suck even though I had it done to me enough. I began he held my head, fucking my face, I was gagging. Then he open a shaving kit bag he'd had, kissing fondling tossed me on the bed, on my stomach, thickly greased my ass with a Generous amount of KY gel, greases his. Ask me how tight is my pussy he likes them tight. I am scared but I can see he is not up for reason or saying no. Holy shit! I do beg him be gentle, go slow he is so big. He does, it hurts so fucking bad. Soon he is way inside me pumping long deep, blowing in my ear, talkin shit, calling me a slut his little bitch! He is not cumming yet. How!??bThe pain there, it feels good, hurts too, says, that's some good pussy bitch!
Then after 40 minutes my ass hurting, feeling good, he pulls out rolls me over and forces me to suck him off, get the big load he has built up, flooded my mouth, he held my head forcing me to swallkw. I went to and vomited it up. feeling queezy. But..but Bad as it was, I strangely wanted more men and sex like that.

I told Dick my story, Dick and his pal said, "See that's whatmen to men sex is all about. Ray Dick's friend saidvI needed so good big nasty black cock that would be good for me.

Nrxt day I was with 3 men and I felt so sexy after they got my pants off being fem and spreading my so they could get my whole package, cock, balls, and rim me if desired, which felt so good, fingering was a favorite too as my cock was deepthroated. Howrver, that night this big ass 6'4" 300 black guy comes over. The guys tell him, Take this youngster in the bedroom and show him how it's done.

Raj gets us nude, his cock like a mini firehose he says go on suck it open wide make love to him, worship him, suck and lick them balls. He kept stlpping me to Pull me up and give me passionate kisses with his tongue and those big lips. It eas turning me on really bad. As I was sucking he kept fingering my ass, asking if my pusdy had ever had any black cock, had I ever been breeded by a black man? Finally after sucking that big cock as it was hot just brcause it seemrd so naughty, so taboo. I weng in got some lube from the bathroom and told Raj, take my pussy but be slow and gentle and cun in my pussy, not my mouth. It hurt but it, his cock made me cum the way he touched n GB my prostrate. After that night, I really did become a whore, a cum dump.

I still fuck around with men but I been marrird for 22 years now, I love female pussy and big cocks on nasty dirty talking me. I still live big liads and being bred now and then by a big black cock.

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