I Just Want to, I need to Confess even to Strangers on Naughty

Presently I am in my late sixties, my confession is about me, aged 1O-24 those years still carry guilt and shame, so I need
to tell somebody. Some of ya'll might like the content.

I grew up in Denver the mid-sixties I had apal, Mike I had no clue he was gay, no suspicion whatsoever. The Beatles were coming to Red Rocks tickets now being scalped for $50 they sold for $16. Oh, yes I had to get one. I was 11 but it was the Fab Four. Mike says, I know where you can get money for a ticket but it might be weird for you. How? I got this rich guy Joe that pays me $35 to suck my dick, since you are new I know, he will pay lots more. What I found out later, Mike was getting paid to recruit Other young guys that wouldn't tell For Joe. He was just not homosexual, he was a pedophile of the first order.

Mike too me to Joe's mansion that bordered Cheesman Park. Joe was indeed rich by 1964 standards. Joe gave us drinks, we talked and Joe knew, from Mike I needed $50. Joe knew in advance via Mike, Joe just happened to have a ticket to the Beatles. I guess he Wondered just what kind of tricks I do To get that ticket. It was time, Joe told mike I'm gonna take your friend in the bedroom And see how much funny he is He wants this ticket. By the way, Joe was about 48 years old.

I was scared anxious, But I was familiar with sex Because I've been masturbating since age 8. Joe undressed me, he just removed his robe. I had never French kissed before Joe was about to change that. I've never had anybody suck my tiny little nipples Joe was about to change that. I never dreamed I would have a man's finger up my ass But joe was about to change that. Joe began sucking my then what?...5" 11 year-old dick?
I was initially scared, But the head with the finger up my ass So really good, I got dirty magazine turned on. Then Joe, Begin to instruct And patiently show Me how to How to suck his dick. Repulsive, bad, ickky guys don't this, but I was. We were 69 So the sucking was mutual. He only had about 7"So I was able to navigate. In years to come I'd get 11"But I'll save that for later.

15 minutes of Mutual dick sucking, Joe stops, gets out a tube of KY, Do you have a sore, That's what my mother used it for. Show begin kissing me again Biting my earlobe, Tongue in my ear As it kept playing with my dick. He stuck his finger again up my butt, Telling me I had a nice Tight pussy. He then Roll me over on to my stomach, God on top of me And began sticking his dick Into my butthole. Oh no I thought! He had greased my butthole And his dick with the KY lotion. The head of his dick was in me. Then he said, If you want that Beatles ticket You're gonna have to give me some pussy. I wanted that ticket so bad, Joe soon was fucking me. At 1st it really hurts, But he was pretty gentle And I couldn't believe it started to feel good. Joe rolled me over on my side. As he got ready to cum He made small tight motions inside me, jack me off, it was the best feeling my orgasm Sell 10 times better Then when I did it home in my bed. Joe came, Then again French kissed me sucked on me And tell me I wanna see you again, As I got dressed He gave me the Beatles ticket A $100 bill. I guess this is how it happens, I was only 11 years old Already getting paid for sex Find older man Nearly 40 years older than me, Older than my dad. I did like it But I felt so-so guilty, Like god was gonna punish me and put me in hell.

Yes I went to red rocks and saw the Beatles what I did for the Beatles concert, Today I can't stand the music. I kept going back to Joe's. Soon Joe was recommending me To some of his friends. I think in those days My dad was making $225 a week. I was now 12 years old, I could make almost that much Having sex with older men. I should mention I was blonde blue eyed, Great little muscular body, I was everything a chicken hawk wanted. I often wonder how man stone ass peds. are out there risking a shank in prison to have sex with little kids?

I got into that lifestyle Beatles concert. Before Joe I had no inclination What's the weather For homosexual contact. It happened in 4 hours. In one afternoon. For the next 13 years I would sell my body to older men. Then there was sex I had for pure pleasure But only with black men. For some reason A lot of male prostitutes get hooked up with black guys. My role was a total submissive, I actually became a sex slave for some black man To be owned. I let 1 guy pimp Meow for a year, I wised up and that got old.

When I was 26 I met a woman, Very unexpected I never thought that would happen. I got married And I guess, I had some kind of an epiphany Religious experience I can't tell. Homosexual activity Or desires for it. But I know what's out there and I know it's pretty damn prevalent. I'm aware Still in contact with Mike Kids as young as 8 years old, Including girls A prostitutes. Summer sold and forced into it by the cartel, And others just do it. It's a thing, And very real and tragic.