I am so confused
I don't think I am one of those guys that are called a cuckold. I love my wife, I would do anything for her, and I have always been completely faithful.
Around six months ago, she was comin back from Safeway, some guy in a van missed a stop sign and pegged her in the driver's side door of her little Honda car.
She had her seat belt on, and thus was lucky to escape with a very sore back, plus the way she was hit injured some muscles in her leg that got slammed sideways.
The doctors released her in one day, and advised her to try massages for the pain, so she went to a nearby clinic, every week for quite some time.
Then, she told me her therapist would come to the house, it would be less costly, I thought nothing of that until I came home early, just as this guy was leaving. Hell, he was tall, muscular, good looking, so I asked her about it, i was of course thinking her therapist was female.
She told me he was a professional it was just therapy, no big deal.
A few things made me wonder, so I took my tiny little dash cam which has 90 minutes of storage, and hid it in our spare room where they would not likely spot it. After the last session, I viewed the results, and while the camera was not aimed quite right, I did see him massaging her bare breasts, and then saw him from behind from the waist up and he was clearly thrusting, there was no mistaking a sex act. . I know, I should have been enraged, but instead, I found myself aroused, excited. I still have not told her of what I know, and I do not even know how to approach it. I feel.. ashamed, I guess is the word? Does she not love me any more? She acts perfectly normal.