I lost my virginity to my escort but...
I’m 22 and I’ve been paying this Japanese massage therapist named Kin (fake name).
The story began when I got tired of Japanese men flirting once drunk but just ignoring me once they sobered up.
I have always been a horny girl but I was too scared to have sex when I was younger. Now as a young adult I decided I was more than ready for it but with the problem mentioned I couldn’t find any partner. That’s when I found that site of hot massage therapists. I knew their rules forbid strictly intercourses but foreplay was enough for me.
So I met Kin for the first time, he was even hotter than in the picture. While we were doing foreplay, he tried to finger me and found out I was a virgin because it hurt so I stopped him and we talked about it. Nothing more happened that day and nothing more was expected.
Because I liked my first experience I booked him again for a much longer time. We had like a date, drank and laughed together a lot. I felt secure with him and he was very kind to me. Then we ended on the bed caressing each other and he pulled out the soft sm toys I had asked him to bring. He tied me and blindfolded me. Suddenly I could feel his sex poking my entrance. That got me very surprised. He asked if I wanted to experience sex and I hurriedly shouted yes before he changed his mind... He said I had to keep it a secret from his company and he took my virginity that night.
I overheard him talk to himself saying it was the first time he went that far with a client. I think it’s what put my guard down, I felt special. I couldn’t forget him the following days and I kept asking myself why me ? Why not any other clients ? He’s popular so he could have done it with any other clients. Or maybe it was just because I was virgin and wanted to pop my cherry. He messaged saying he wanted to see me again and I wanted to see him too because I was falling for him.
So I booked a third time. But everything was different. I don’t know if it was because he was tired but he really neglected my presence during the date. For example he asked me to stand by while he was playing billards, and drum game..., he barely made an effort to have a conversation with me, etc. I asked him if we could have sex again but this time he tried to make me pay and threatened me to tell the shop that I asked for sex if I didn’t pay...
So here’s my question: What happened? Was I just being naive and he was a good actor all along ? Why was he so different the third time ?
Of course it was an act. He just wanted you to believe he's not like that. Of course he's a jiggalo & played with your emotions to now get your $$$! Stop going there find a man or a dildo & ride!!!
Sound like he feels guilty. Just move on