How I became a panty wearing chronic masterbater

Around the time right before I hit puberty before I knew anything at all about sex my parents had friends over. The wife was probably in her late 30’s attractive, full figured I guess you could say voluptuous. She was wearing a type of sundress and she sat at the table and crossed her legs and the bottom of her dress was right about her knees. She was wearing stockings or pantyhose nude in color and I can remember being mesmerized by the way the nylon glimmered. She was wearing heels and the one was dangling. In that moment I had no idea what a huge affect seeing that would have on my life. Fast forward a few years summer just started and both my parents worked so I was home everyday and puberty has kicked in full force. I still didn’t know much about sex or erections or ejaculating. One day a JC Penny catalog came in the mail. I’m flipping thru it looking for bikes or toys and I stumble on the ladies undergarment section. I was like WOW !!!! I couldn’t believe there were pictures of women wearing only bras and panties and slips and night gowns. I spent the next week looking at these women with a raging hard on and I would kind of stroke it and touch it and I can remember my heart pounding and that feeling of excitement. Then one day I was so aroused and so hard and it was feeling so good that I blew a huge load of cum. I had no idea what was going on I had no idea what cum was I think I was so confused that I didn’t even enjoy the orgasm. The following few day s all I could think about was how good it felt especially right before what I know now is cum came shooting out of my penis. So I decided to do it again but I’ll stop touching it before I cum so that white goo doesn’t come out again. So I’m basically edging because I didn’t know cum in normal. In the meantime I go searching the house because I could remember having catalogs from other stores. After searching for awhile jackpot. I find a Sears catalog in the closet. I flip it open a find the underwear section and there they are. A whole new section of women wearing panties and bras and silky teddys even one in stockings and garter. I would rub and edge my dick for hours looking at those catalogs. Slowly but surely I realized that it was normal to cum and orgasms felt amazing. I progressed fairly normal for awhile beating my meat every chance I got. I was into girls my age at school but at some point around 14 I would find myself fantasizing more and more about older women. Friends moms, teachers. At this point I had jerked off so much to the catalogs I was ready for something more. I found a local convenience store and they would have porn mags. I went a few time to buy one but chickened out. Finally I go in grab I think it was Score magazine walk up to the counter pay for it and out the door I went. Rode my bike as fast as I could to get home. Got home stripped out of my clothes as fast as possible open the magazine and thought I had died and gone to heaven. There before me a horny kid with a rock hard dick is something I had never seen before. A sexy woman with big tits and sexy body wearing a sexy outfit and as I flip the page she taking everything off. First time I ever saw pussy hair, lips, clit, she’s on her back spreading her lips !! I jerked off to that magazine for a month straight. I didn’t know if my masterbation habits or my attraction to older women or my lingerie fetish was normal so I kept it under control for a long time. As I got older I had a steady girlfriend and was having a lot of sex with her but I would still by magazines like Over 40 and Leg Show. I knew most guy’s probably jerked off to girls their age and looked at it as some kind of kink or fetish that I’ll keep to myself. My girlfriend worked in a doctors office and one of her female coworkers who was probably in her 40’s asked my gf to house sit and take care of her cat while her and her husband went on vacation. We were both in our teens living at home so we jumped on the chance to stay there be able to fuck in a bed. First night we get there we get settled in and I’m horny so we go up to the bedroom and have sex. After we finish up I go into the bathroom to clean up and I look over and see a black nylon leg hanging out of the hamper. I got this excited feeling inside but I somehow contain it and go about my business. The 3rd day we are there I didn’t have to be at work until 1pm and gf left at 8 am - I watch her car pull out of the driveway and it was like something took over me. I had been beating my meat to pictures of women wearing this kind of stuff and now I have a chance to touch, feel and explore. I went right to the hamper and pulled out a pair of black pantyhose turned inside out from her taking them to off. I can’t even begin to explain how excited and turned on I was. I can’t get my clothes off fast enough. I’m pulling down my underwear and my dick is hard and throbbing. I lay on my back and reach my arm in the leg I get my hand all the way to the foot and reach down and touch my penis with my nylon covered hand and I was so aroused. I rubbed my leg and chest just trying to take in and savor how good it felt. I grab my cock again and after just a few strokes cum came shooting out in the most intense orgasm I’ve ever had. I got myself cleaned up and tried to put the pantyhose back in the hamper exactly how I had found them. For the next 24 hours all I could think about was how amazing that felt. The last day staying there I get there and my gf would be there for a few hours. I already knew what I was going to do. I had this desire, this urge, this need to experience that again and I was on a mission to make that happen. I go in the bedroom undress and start going through every drawer. I pull open her panty drawer and can’t believe my eyes. Had to a hundred pairs in there. I rifle thru towards the back and pick out 3 pairs. Red lacy thong, black satin that cover the ass and blue lacy boy shorts. You would think that would be enough but not for me. I pull open another drawer and find it packed with pantyhose. The excitement is almost too must to handle. I finally decide on a black, nude, and white pair. As much as I wanted to jerk off right then and there I had somewhere to be so I hid them in my bag and headed out. I couldn’t wait to get home and be alone with my variety of sexy stuff. A day later I’m back at my house I wake up and have the house to myself for hours. I go to my car and grab my stash and damn near run to my room. I lay everything out all 3 pairs of hose and all 3 pairs of panties. I stand there looking down at my bed with all this sexy stuff proud of myself and so hard and turned. I climbed into bed and took it real slow touching everything rubbing them all over my body I loved the way it felt. It went on like that for awhile and I was satisfied I knew it wasn’t quite normal but I didn’t care. I figured as long as nobody found out I wasn’t hurting anyone what’s the big deal ? Time went on me and gf broke up and I hooked up with some older women which by the way was amazing. I dated different women. Still jerked off but I cooled down on the panties and stuff. I was going through a period where I was working at night and not really dating anyone and the internet was starting to take off. Around that time I discovered a sexy mature porn star named Persia Monir. She checked off every box, hit every mark for the type of woman that I was attracted. She was older late 40’s early 50’s dark black hair big tits and ass and her thighs… omg thick and sexy. I had been with girls my age and a few older women but she was the epitome of what in my mind a sexy woman should look like. Not to mention she always wore sexy outfits, garters, thigh highs, heels. I was instantly hooked, couldn’t get enough of her. I have jerked off and came to her pics and videos more then any other female. One night I get buzzed up had been thinking about stroking to her all day and decide to pull out my collection of sexy stuff. I turn on one of her videos and I’m extremely horny and I start thinking how good it would feel to wear these pantyhose that I’ve been jerking off with for years ? I’m my mind I’m thinking I am a straight guy attracted to women why is this even something I’m thinking about ? My hard erect penis had other plans. I put one leg in then the other and by now my cock is rock hard - no turning back I pull them up - it’s hard to describe how it felt. Felt wrong felt like I shouldn’t be doing this but the pleasure was too much. When I touched my nylon covered cock i had never felt anything that felt so good. I came so fast and hard it was amazing. After I got cleaned up and put everything away I felt like such a pervert I kept thinking what the fuck is wrong with me ? Then one day I remembered seeing my parents friend sitting at my kitchen table looking at her nylon covered legs and thought to myself if that never happened would I be like this ? Eventually I grew more and more comfortable with it. If I knew I was going to jerk off wearing pantyhose my dick would get rock hard before I even put them on. The anticipation ok knowing it was going to happen would be unbearable. All throughout this time I was normal on the outside. Had girlfriends and relationships like a normal guy. As I got older camcorders became popular. I was in a relationship but not living together and by then I had acquired a lot of stuff. So one day I’m home alone and had been looking at porn and was real horny. I had a few pair of pantyhose that I ripped and was planning of getting rid of. I dump my entire stash on my bed and lay everything out nice and neat. Open my laptop and turn on some porn. I had a tripod because I filmed me and the gf having sex a few times so I grab the camcorder and start filming. I film all my sexy panties and hose laying on my bed and narrate how I love wearing them to jerk off. I slide into a pair of black pantyhose and I had bought a white silky teddy. Part 2 to follow

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