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Left Unfinished
Do you have anything in your life that you feel like you left unfinished? I do.
I had a few good years of exploring new experiences with other guys but it ended when I got married. My wife knows about those years but would not tolerate them again. I feel like I left them unfinished.
I have always wanted to be dominated by a strong top. I fantasize about it all the time and regret not finding the right guy to fulfill that experience with.
I tried for it once but in a half ass way. I met a guy from the middle east on the internet. He was actually a cab driver and picked me up and took me to a hotel.
I remember being on my knees in front of him. He had just come out of the shower (taking one was the first thing he did) and I got to unhook his towel and pull it back. His cock was beautiful, his belly was flat. He had light hair on his chest and thighs.
While I lightly licked and sucked his cock I told him what I wanted from my knees. "I want you to dominate me. I don't want to give you pleasure, I want you to take your pleasure from me. Don't worry what I want. Don't worry if I'm having fun. Don't even worry if I'm in pain. Use me any way you want, I only exist for your pleasure."
"I only ask for one thing in return. When you cum, don't waste it. Put it in my mouth or put it in my ass, but I want every drop."
He actually looked uncomfortable and the fire went out of it. We did suck and fuck but after that his heart really wasn't in it.
I remember he was naked on his back on the bed with his legs open and I was trying to suck him off. He wouldn't get hard. I hate sucking half flaccid cock it makes you feel like such a failure. I couldn't even get him to talk shit to me.
He finally got hard when it was vanilla again. He bent me over in the shower and took me from behind. It was the first time anyone shot their load in my ass with no condom. He was holding my hips and shaking (very hot). I have vivid memories that time of my hands. They were flat on the floor next to my feet while he pounded me. It's a weird thing to remember.
I also discovered that you can feel it enter you when they cum. I called it "my little star of warmth." That memory still gets me off.
He was big on fairness. He asked me to fuck him. "It's only fair, I fucked you." I did. I even managed to work up a nut for him but I didn't really enjoy it. He missed the whole point.
How do I find a man to give me a real submissive bottom experience? One who's not afraid to fuck me and dominate me. One who will come up with all kinds of fucked up shit and make me take it. Do men like that exist?
Mine is I just wish I had have not ignored those desires when I was younger and had the chance to explore with another guy. Now I am married and almost 50 and although my wife knows I bi, I don’t think I will ever get to explore another man and his muscles body and sexy cock.
You and me both. At one point I convinced myself I owed it to her to find out by exploring behind her back (the things we tell ourselves). I was even convinced I would hate it in reality and then could be straight and “normal”. Well I didn’t hate it. In fact over time I’m increasingly convinced maybe I’m not bi at all but gay. She’s my best friend and I could never hurt her or destroy all we’ve built together. So I will stay and keep this to myself until menopause when she probably won’t want it anyway. But this is hard.
I would love to wear silk and satin panties for you with lace let you massage me I've always wanted a man to touch me and yes I love wearing women's panties and yoga shorts
They do exist I was in my 20s and I meet this black guy in a club and ended up going home with him and once we were both naked I was his slave I sucked him off and he made me lick his ass hole then he fucked me without any lube slapping my ass hard calling me names pulling his cock out of my ass and having me suck on it that was the first time I did ass to mouth. He finished in my mouth and he told me to get out but he wanted me to come back again the next night. I was a pesce of meat for him to use. He even let his friends use me. I became a submissive bitch for him until he got tired of me and found someone new and I never seen him again.
I want to be a paid crossdressing dominatrix. I was hooked when I had a young guy on his knees, jacking off on to my heels at my command.