Had a cuddling makeout session with my step sons Ex-GF.

(M40/F26)
Happened a few days ago, over two days. (edit)Writing this is taking so long(so long(edit)) ...

First day, she comes over to spend time with us(this happens alot, family time, over 4 years), w/ her 4 yo. that night kid is asleep, she is enjoying time and drinking to relax, very early morning, coming out of the Bathroom past my office, I chat with her and I give her a hug kiss her on the cheek, she kisses me back on my cheek, once, twice I turn my head turn her third kiss she plants right on my lips. I'm shocked, she goes off to sleep. Next night, the wife goes into hospital(nothing serious), and we drink a little, 2 grandchildren left watching a Disney movie(I'm 40, she is 26), me and her get closer little by little, touch by touch, laying together I kiss her couple times which starts a small make out session, stroking, touching, no disagreement, she reciprocates willingly, no sex(stayed clothed obviously), only cuddling, kissing and "caressing" over clothing(she was spotting so I dont know how far it would have gone if she wasn't). She left back home so she can go back to work.

I have talked to her since, she it felt weird about it "because your my kids gp", she didnt want me to get mad "cuz your a dude"(with kinda pissed me off for her saying that,). Yes, I shouldn't have started. There's some issues between me and the wife, we are still together, we care and love for each other, but I don't feel sexual attraction anymore towards her, for a few years now. it felt so different and enjoyable with her, unlike with my wife.

Now I cant stop thinking about her, staring at her photos (not creepily) and feel happiness instead of depression. I am confused. My chest has been tight and I think I fallen head over heels for her.

This post will get me a lot of flak.

TL,DR: made out w/ stepsons ex gf.

I don't know what to do.

took me so long to write and share

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