My older boyfriend.
I'm 14 and a freshman, almost a sophomore. i've always made older friends. before this year, my oldest friends were around 16 or 17. but i made a bunch of way older friends with the seniors and their even older friends.
like this one guy, mike. he's 21. which is so cool cus he can buy beer for whenever we all hangout. it was mike that bet me to drink my first beer. it was gross and they all laughed. i think i'm the youngest in the group. but i don't care. they drive me places and its cool.
i've had boyfriends before. mike asked to be my boyfriend. he said he would buy me things and drive me and my friends everywhere and teach me stuff. i agreed cus that all sounds really cool. we've been dating for maybe a month. my parents don't know.
mike texted me one night and asked if i knew what a BJ was and i said not really. i know like the word. but i didn't know like what it was. and he said he would show me tomorrow when he picks me up after school. so he picked me up and brought me back to his really small apartment. but we didn't go inside. he never lets me inside but i can tell its small. we sat in his car and smoked a little bit before he took out his phone and showed me this dirty video of a girl that looked about my age or maybe younger, i couldn't tell. but she was sucking on a guy. mike didn't say anything, we just watched it and didn't talk. but he kept rubbing his leg. when it was over he asked me what i thought and rubbed his leg some more.
i said it was weird and i don't usually watch dirty videos. then he started petting my hair. he does that a lot and i really like it. but then he grabbed a hold of my hair and it kinda hurt. and he kept grabbing harder and when i wanted to say ouch or something he pushed my head down. i don't really know how to tell the rest. he just shoved it down my throat and it hurt and it was really gross. he was still grabbing my hair really hard and yanking it to make my head move. i kept gagging and i couldn't breathe. especially when he covered my nose. he let me go and i just started crying. i never did that before and it hurt and i was covered in snot and drool.
mike said he was sorry then drove me home. i only told my friends on discord and they thought it was funny. i haven't texted mike since then. its been like a week. i miss him. but its really weird.