My wife has gone completely off sex due to the menopause although she usually wanks me off every couple of weeks or so as she feels guilty. I’m fine with this and trying to understand what she’s going through, I don’t put any pressure on her at all bout it, although I long so much to be touching her and going down on her, even just a glimpse of her body would turn me on. The best I hope for is being able to spoon her whilst sleeping, it gets me so hard and wet pressed up against her lovely arse and panties, I usually get cheeky and place a hand on her huge tit but she usually removes that if she wakes slightly. She even lets me play with myself in front of her when she’s not wanting to know which I do love but I know it doesn’t turn her on so it isn’t quite the same, I have a high sex drive and love masturbating when possible, she knows this and does let me have her black stockings to tease myself with and cum in. She even lets me keep a pair of her panties in a drawer to wank in to. However lately I’ve been going further with her panties especially her black lace ones. This week during the Xmas hols she has been at work so I get to lie in later. I’ve have been going through the dirty laundry and removing her dirty panties and take them back to bed to smell them and fantasise with and I have started putting them on whilst looking at porn until I’m hard and they are soaked. I’ll pull my foreskin back under them and edge myself slowly to orgasm. Once I’ve cum in them I put them back for her to see that they’re covered in my semen and soaking wet. They glisten with cum that’s why I love cumming on black lingerie.
So far she hasn’t mentioned it but I know she knows and is keeping my secret whilst she is off sex.