Can’t stop having sex with me ex

My first really got to me. He was a major jerk but in bed I loved that about him. He'd aways force me to do stuff I wasn't comfortable with. He'd strip me in front of his friends. He'd take me to clothing optional beaches and make me get naked while he and everyone else stayed dressed or in suits. He'd get his friends to secretly film us having sex in different places and I wouldn't know until way later. He even made me let his friends take turns on me.

I'd break up with him and he'd always find a way to get me back or sleep with me, even if I had a new boyfriend. He always claimed he loved me, but he also made it clear that he and his friends were a package deal. If I married him, he was going to keep sharing me.

When I met and married my husband, I tried to completely end it with him. Since he never accepted NO for an answer, he still forced himself back in my pants. Him never taking NO for an answer was part of why I liked him in bed, so it was really hard to quit him. I was SOO relieved when my husband got a job in another town, and we had to move. I do miss him in bed though. Part of me hopes I'll run into him, and he'll take me "for old time's sake."

My supervisor at work is the same. She says her ex scratches an itch that her man can't. Both are living with their current partners.

I've been remarried for 13 years. My ex has bee. Remarried for 5. We still fuck often. My wife is good in bed but its vanilla sex and no oral. My ex loves sucking dick. Likes it in the ass. She even mentioned a few times that we should divorce our spouses and get remarried. I told her we can fuck any time she wants but I dont think we could ever live together again