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I made out with a 55 years old man in his car when I was 25. I am a girl working away from home.I used to travel in cab whenever I need to go somewhere.This guy was my regular cab driver.

He was a very good person, soft spoken, helpful.We exchanged number and started texting in WhatsApp.

Our normal random chats gradually turned into sexting.One day our chats got so hot,both of us became so horny.We decided to meet outside at 2am.He picked me up in his cab and drove off to a nearby parking lot.Uncle’s hand was inside my blouse squeezing my breasts all the way until we reach the parking lot. I was stroking his D**k.

Once we reached there,we went to the back seat of his cab.We were kissing each other madly and started making out.Within minutes I was topless with my pants down in his car. We were having oral sex right there in the parking lot.He was all over me sucking and licking.I was giving him blowjob.

We went back after an hour,we did not have any penetration that day.After that night I felt so guilty and stopped talking to him.I blocked him everywhere and avoided him.I was scared to lose my virginity before marriage.But recently I heard he was asking about me to my colleagues,I also saw him a few times.

I miss him and sometimes I think I love him.I feel like losing my virginity to him.I have this urge to have sex with him, at the same time I don't want to do it.

Is it wrong to have such feelings for an aged man?

I am single and still a virgin.

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  • This is dumb. Just go fuck.

  • Lol

  • There's nothing immoral in this age discrepancy. You should know -- and I'm sure you do -- that he's been slowing down for some time, and you've yet to come into your prime. Longer term, that might be an issue.

    As for your culture [religious?], is this man an 'outsider?' I'm thinking that if [for example] you're in Salt Lake City and are both Mormons, that might work, even if the age thing is considered a bit odd. But I don't know what dynamics apply.

    Your faith community [or whatever 'community' is involved here] would take strong exception to what has happened already. That said, what happened was obviously very powerful for you. And while you can't stop thinking about HIM, my guess is that it's that make-out session which occupies your thoughts...how quickly it happened, and that wrong as it seemed, you also felt that this is what was SUPPOSED to happen.

    This can all be quite confusing. Yet a part of maturation also includes learning to be honest with ourselves. I'd encourage you to write. It just works better that way. Contact me at...

    cleverfool.idiot@gmail.com

  • Yes...i think you are right.The make out session is something I loved. Write as in?

  • Still not getting any reply ... seems your email issue isn't resolved...

  • So have you unblocked him? Are you speaking again? It seems to me it would be a shame to lose the friendship of a man who obviously cares for you and has a history of treating you right. I think you're both hurting because of this.

    Two issues surfaced which work against your proceeding with this. One was guilt, and the other was fear -- fear of the community reaction. This, no doubt, is the same community that instilled the guilt.

    Should the society around you have the power to guilt and intimidate people in these matters? What do you think?

  • That means write me -- at the email address provided. It just works better when there is freedom to communicate that way. Will watch for your mail.

  • Done

  • The last mail I sent came back marked 'undelivered.' Don't know why, but I hope everything's OK on your end.

  • Girlshasha6919@gmail.com

  • Small g

  • Sent again...

  • Shrug off the awful yoke of virginity and fuck as 25 yr. old adults should !

  • Just worried about my culture...its prohibited hmmmm

  • It's not wrong at all. If the attraction is there, pursue it.

  • I can't stop thinking about him

  • As long as you're over 18, age is just a number.

  • Thank you buddy...

  • Go for it.

  • I am preparing myself for it but still hesitant

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