Spying on son turned into more than a mother could ever dream abo
Hey all. I'm a married woman mother of a son and daughter and have been with my husband for 30 years. I recently found out I had cancer and my alcoholic husband could careless to support me. My son still lives with us he's 22 and works fulltime and ever since I told him I had cancer he's been doing extra duty around the house. Watching my husband drift away from me physically and emotionally over the last 5 years from drinking has been a burden. He doesn't have sex with me he talks to me like I'm a slave and I've been done mentally for awhile. Well like I said recently I found out I was sick and my son has been fixing things and helping with stuff my husband never would so I've grown to admire the little things my son doea do. Last Sunday he was hanging a picture for me in the dining room he was on a ladder and I was standing there and for some reason I looked at his crotch and by god his manhood just hanging there sent a chill through me and aroused me in a way I've never felt. I reflected for awhile on the thoughts dancing in my head and overall I came to that I was attracted to my son and was curious about what I seen through his pants. So all week I've been spying on him I first caught him Tuesday in the shower through the keyhole to the bathroom and I was blown away.( I have glass shower doors) so it was easy to get an image. Just his man good hanging there was easily 6 inches soft. I got really turned on and than again Thursday I went to see if he wanted anything to eat ( not really but it was an excuse) when I walked into his room he was in the middle of masturbating and he pulled back and yelped. He said mom what the he'll. I apologized and walked out of his room. I was so horny for my son I went down stairs and played with myself.
Well after walking in on him I'm not sure if it sparked some type of imagination in him but about an hour ago he asked if I needed to use the bathroom because he was going to shower I said no thanks hun I'm getting ready to lay down. Well when he got out he walked out the bathroom with the towel over his shoulders but still exposing his pelvis and nicely shaped penis. He walks past my room and stopped and said goodnight mom I'm headed to bed mind you his penis was hanging out and had nothing but a towel draped over him. I said goodnight. I'm not sure if that was an invitation but I've been. Sitting here fighting the urge to go up and engage my son physically. Is this what he wants I mean why else would he expose himself to me like that after catching him playing with himself. Please help I can hear his tv and I want to go up there so bad but I don't know what to do.