I'm attracted to WHITE men
I'm 13 and I'm attracted to older 'white' men. Not super old. Just 30 or younger. I suppose I know where this attraction started from. I've always lived in diverse neighborhoods. Not many black people around. Hardly any at all. So I grew attracted to what I'm most around.
I want him to like me as well. I want to massage his back. Run my fingers through his hair. And get him a beer. Cuddle on the couch and watch tv. Cater to him. I want him to be attractive of course. I want him to want me for me. Not just for sexual intercourse. (I'm a virgin).