Black slave
I am a black girl who was never taught anything about the African American history until I saw roots. I started learning what I needed to know and so I don't like the things that happened during slavery, however, there are things that I think if it is just me I can handle it.
So for some time I had this fantasy. It is to marry a man who would treat me like his sex slave/slave behind closed doors. In public he would treat me like his equal, but in private would be dominant enough to not have any problem calling me the n word. A man who believed he was better and wanted to prove it by treating me like his slave and not his equal. A man who would tie me up and use whips on me putting me in pain. Not enough to draw blood. Just enough to know he meant business when disciplining me. A man who doesn't mind slapping me. One who would paddle my a** and br***** and put clips on my n*****s making them sharp with pain and tenderness. I get wet just thinking about it.
A man who is okay with me working, but when my paycheck comes he would take all my money leaving me with nothing to fall back on. You know those dogs cages. It would be nice if he had one big enough to fit a human. One that would sit across from the foot of the bed. He would lock me up inside of it completely naked and go to sleep with the air conditioning on full blast while he's buried under his covers. He would force me to wear a collar around the house to cook, clean, and do laundry naked. He would feed me his semen, urine or even his s*** for breakfast nourishment.
He would be very discreet with who of his friends he lets know he does this, but occasionally he would have me service his friends. I want them all to think of me no more than a n word slut or whore and when he wanted he could have other women and would force me to watch them from inside the locked cage.
Hot. I especially like the shit for breakfast thing. That's kinda rare, and I like it.
You need Jesus.
You have a very common fantasy. I'm a 48yo WM and have dated submissive BW exclusively for the past 20+ years. Few people talk about it, and none openly, but the U.S. is full of BW who think and feel as you do. They crave to be dominated, owned by a white master. Used for their pleasure and punished as they see fit.
Doesn't matter what color you are, sounds like you'd make a great slave