Interracial sex with a native american
As I was a growing young girl I was always interested in native americans. My father was very racist towards anyone that wasn't white. When I was 14 yrs old a native american family moved in down the block. They had a boy that was 2 yrs older than me and he was beautiful with long black hair, natural tanned skin, dark eyes, tall/thin build. I had a huge crush on him and in the warm weather he was always shirtless. We became immediate friends. Soon I was his "girlfriend" and he called me his "squaw" which I liked!
Within about 2 months I lost my virginity to this indian and we were fucking daily. Soon I was craving his indian cock daily. His mom quickly took me to planned parenthood to get on birth control pills My parents knew none of this - but I think my mom knew I had a crush on him.
He gave me his feather and I wore it in my hair per tradition of his tribe (Choctaw) when we were away from my parents. I loved showing off my indian to my friends!
I went to his reservation once for a powwow with his family (lied to my parents about being with a friend over nite). I loved watching my indian dance in nothing but a breechcloth with his butt mostly exposed! His parents let us sleep together that nite & I loved it!
Like a fool I broke up with him because he was going away to college.
I still miss him and every time I see a hot native guy I crave sex even though I am now married to a (white) guy who does not know I have had interracial sex.
Enjoy your memories, but don't rule out another encounter someday. I had a similar experience to yours, but with a Japanese man. I'm also married to a white (I'm also white) guy, but those early memories have never faded. I've been frustrated a long time, and if the opportunity ever presents itself, I think I'd take it. We regret all kinds of things when we get older. People don't believe it, but being an older "good girl" can have just as many regrets as an older "bad girl."