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Ever since I broke up with my ex a couple months ago I've been going a little wild. Partying, drinking a lot,(among other things) and waking up not knowing where I am or what happened. On top of that I'd only been with one person for so long and never so much as blinked an eye at any other guy so I decided to be open and talk to as many guys as I like. Maybe have sex with a few just to get it out of my system. I've been talking to tons of guys, but out of all of them I've slept with three. The first one I slept with was just kind of an instant attraction. Really hot marine who knew exactly how I liked it. Purely just a sex thing. The second guy was an old friend who I knew wanted to hook up with me for awhile. Really cute, sweet guy. The third was this guy I USED to be friends with but stopped talking to him because I thought he was an obnoxious pervert who thought he was gods gift to women. Come to find out he's a really cool guy, not to mention he's EXACTLY my type appearance wise. I wasn't planning on getting into any kind of relationship but now I'm in this really awkward spot. The old friend opened up to me and basically told me he loved me. I felt awful because I don't share those feelings, but I don't want to hurt him either. The guy who I used to hate, I became REALLY attracted to him over the weekend we spent together and I definitely did develop some feelings for him. It doesn't help that he's gorgeous and kept telling me how amazing I was. But he's soooo unavailable it's not even funny. The fact we spent a weekend together was like a HUGE thing because he's constantly busy with his career or doing something for his family. When he's free, I'm not. So I'm stuck here and on one hand I have this guy confessing his love to me, feelings that I don't reciprocate and on other hand I actually have feelings for this completely unattainable guy. I don't WANT to have feelings for him, but the sex is so good and I'm so attracted to his personality that it's just impossible to be around him and NOT feel that way. I'm not sure if I should just stop seeing him completely or tell him how I feel and get it out of the way. I don't want to have to answer to anyone, or be in another relationship but then when I think about him I have mixed feelings. This sucks!
U sound like a narsasist. To have sex with three different guys after a breakup is not normal behavior. U should check out some mental disorders and look at your behavior
Usound like a narsasist. To have sex with three different guys after a breakup is not normal behavior. U should check into some mental disorders associated with that type of behavior.