I regret homosexually experimenting
Presidents' Day 2012 my close friend came over to chill and just play video games. We first started of with drugs, we smoked a joint that I bought and got stoned. Then we played grand theft auto. He took out his iPod and we started watching YouTube videos, then I wanted to show him this weird porn that I saw so we watches it and then he keep going on and watching it. He asked if he could jack off (I didn't really care because I've jacked off with a couple dudes watching porn before not gay though) I said yeah sure so he went and did it in the corner and then when he finished her got pizza. After a while of eating an smoking again we went to my room. We played call of duty and then he asked "have you ever got a handjob?" I'm like no and he told me its awesome. So I didn't respond and he took out his dick and said dude give me one and I'll give you one I don't know what happened to me but I just grabbed it and started jacking him off. He had a huge cock and it had a curve that felt good in my hand. He came all over my arm and hand then he asked me if I still wanted one and I said no. Then it was super awkward. Later he took it out again and I started sucking it. After a while I sucking he just put it back in his pants and was like "that was weird" I'm like "yup" then he went home. Now we never talk. But sometimes I jack off and think of his hard curvy dick in my mouth.
My friend lost all respect for me after he`d come in my mouth,Id never done it before and i was twice his age and married and just getting a fantasy out of my head.I guess he looked up to me and i let him down.I wanted things to go back to normal but if he caught me alone he`d unzip and expect to be sucked of.He was 19 and soon dropping hints about my wife and maybe hanging around more.
Sorry it didn't work out. I use to jerk of with my cousin which led to jerking each other off and then blow jobs. A bit weird at first but got much better as time went on.
You know, you guys could have something really beautiful, but the two of you have to talk about what happened, like a pair of goddamn grownups, first. Worst-case, it'd be a shame to trash what sounds like a perfectly good friendship over a thing that happened that went wrong. Talk to each other FFS.
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