Boyfriend wants to share me

You might be dealing with a maturity issue with him, but I don't know. My ex-bf was someone whom I met through party circles, so that was probably a red flag to start with. I had already fucked a couple of his friends and he fucked a lot of girls before we even became a thing. I got together with him because he was immensely attractive and we had chemistry. Things were loose--getting high and having orgies and the like. Looking back it was not good for us. He also never "grew up" and got a real job and had a family focus, so we went our separate ways. At some point you want to be with a real man who is not a party boy.

I think it was about 3 years into our marriage. We had our monthly date night. We got a little toasted. At home had a few more drinks, started watching fantasy porn. Guys and girls imagining their wildest fantasies. We got horny had sex on the living room rug. We started talking about our wildest fantasies. Mine was the two of us marooned on a island. Be naked all the time, have sex anytime we wanted.
Gregory, my husband, really shocked me. He wanted to watch me have sex with another man. I told him I didn't wanna have sex with anyone else.
Monday at work I confided in my friend Sara, about what my Gregory had said. Sara laughed, and said that she has read, that a lot of men have that same fantasy. But they never are able go through with it, because of jealousy. Seeing there wives with another man. Sara said to call Gregory's bluff on it. So after pondering on it for about a month. I confronted Gregory, and said I'd do it. But I had to be a stranger. Not one of his friends. Gregory agreed. A couple weeks later everything was set up. Friday night, we sent the kids to Gregory'a parents for the weekend. We went out met up with Steven, the guy he had set up for us to meet up with. Ate, had drinks, danced, talked alot. The headed back to our house. I was very nervous, but also very excited a d horny. Shortly after getting home the Steven and I were making out while Gregory watched. Within the hour Steven and I were fucking. The first time with a condom. But the rest of the night all day Saturday into Sunday, Steven and Gregory fucked me withoutout condoms, and im not on birth control.
Yes, I did end up pregnant from that night, i gave birth to a little girl.
But that wasn't the last time we did this. We are not in this lifestyle. I've had three more children, not knowing if they are Gregory's or the stranger's i slept with. I had my tube tied after the forth child. Now I can fuck anyone I want and not worry about anything.

My bf has never asked me to have sex with anyone but he has asked me to entertain him and his friends naked. At first I said no way, although the idea did turn me on. When I gave in and gave him what he wanted I found it empowering. Letting the guys first see me topless it was nice being admired. When I let them see me naked I found I enjoyed that even more. I do this quite often and love being the object of their attention. I have wondered how I would enjoy having them do more. I enjoy teasing them but I’m in control. If I let them have me then they might have control and I don’t want to give that up just yet.

He has a heavy kink for sharing/watching and it's not going away. My ex-boyfriend had it too, and I indulged him to some extent by doing threesomes, pulling small trains, etc. I'm not going to lie: the sex was awesome and I never felt disrespected by his friends. They treated me like a queen. But at the end of the day, it was just kind of weird. Was it what I wanted in a relationship going forward? No, not at all. The decision is yours, but know that how you define your parameters is going to have lasting consequences. Be well.

I found it odd that my bf wanted this of me too. Our first time was a little awkward and I felt a little guilty. The man chosen was a friend of mine. My bf chose him thinking I would be more comfortable with someone I knew. As he undressed me I was nervous. I knew the object was to let my bf watch another have me but when my breasts were exposed it got real. Once naked it was like I wasn’t sure what the next step was. My friend was gentle and it was exciting as he fondled my breasts and nipples while my bf watched. Then he laid me back on the bed. I watched my bf as my friend spread my legs. He went down on me and I got really turned on especially with my bf watching. Then my friend moved between my legs and pressed his hard cock into me. I felt like I was in a porn movie with my bf watching. My friend pumped me till I came. Afterwards it was a bit awkward with my friend I naked talking to my bf but all in all it was enjoyable for both of us. I told my bf that next time it had to be a friend of his that I don’t know just for the mystery of having someone I don’t know between my legs. It’s what he wanted but I enjoyed it too.

Your story made me so horny, it's 3:07 here in South Africa, as I read this...

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You should enjoy yourself with another guy for him and also for yourself. It isn't cheating if your husband is there with you and enjoying it also. My wife said no for years and then one day she surprised me by offering to fill my fantasy. The first time was a little awkward, but after that it became fun for all. It has actually made our marriage better. It is always her choice on who she fucks or sucks. I am always present and could be watch or joining in the fun. If I don't join in with them, we always make love after she has been pleasured by the other partner. Yes we make love, they just have sex. Doing this has brought us closer than ever. You do need to discuss it first with him and set up the rules. Our number one rule is we only do this as a couple and not behind each other's back. The only difference with us is she also enjoys watching me pleasing another women. The same rules apply for both. Just remember it is only sex and not an emotional bonding. Best of luck to both of you. If you want to talk drop me a note here.