I can finally admit this.

Here I go. In my past relationship with my ex of 3 years, I had a fetish for watching him fuck my friends. I know it’s strange and weird which is why I’m so hesitant in posting this. It was a fetish for me for a long while, but I was also very jealous. I’m not sure why I enjoyed it so much. For example, when we first started he would text me little snippets of videos of him fucking his female friends and I always just got off to it. Sometimes I’d even walk in on it which was a turn on but I was also feeling disrespected but for some reason that turned me on to. They had sex pretty much everywhere in our apartment that at the time, I was the only one paying the bills for. And when I say “they”, I mean these specific people. His two female friends Janet and Jess, my best friend gabby, my other friend Rosa and yes I will admit it now, his second cousin Roslyn. There was even this one time he went out for his friend’s “wedding party” and brought home this older looking lady. I didn’t question it though, I just went back to sleep while they were in the living room most likely having sex or something. It never really got me upset about what he’s doing, maybe because I grew up with a father who was having a secret affair with my mom. Sometimes I look back in my gallery and I still have videos of him having sex with mostly gabby, and I have to admit I did get jealous because there was a period in time where the only person who he would have sex with was gabby. That’s when i threatened to leave if he doesn’t take a break from her, and after that he fixed the problem real quick. I hate how I still have them but I just refuse to get rid of them. The relationship was beautiful, he was so good to me and treated me amazing. But he still left, I’m not sure what I did but I still love him. I thought I was being a good girlfriend by letting him sleep with whoever he wants and cooking and cleaning for him but I guess he just wasn’t in it anymore. Hopefully if I get into a new relationship, he’ll be a keeper. I appreciate whoever is reading up to this part.

By Anonymous Jun 3

Fetish CONFESSION

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