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I'm pretty screwed up I know. My mother had a drinking problem and when I was about 15 I found out that I was conceived when she was 16 and blacked out drunk. She didn't know who my father was. Her family were all religious nuts and wouldn't let her ger an abortion. When she was 18 she was more or less forced into marrying an older man in her church. This stepfather started molesting me before I was old enough to know what was going on. He made me suck his c*** all the time. I didn't understand it but even when I was young I was conflicted about him. I think I knew that what he was doing was wrong and I hated him for it. But at the same time I was aroused by it.
In order to get away from my screwed up homelife I got married to a much older man the minute I turned 18. He's ok but I don't really love him. When we first got married he wanted to have sex all the time but that only lasted a couple of years. Now he only wants it about once a month. Meanwhile I'm 24 and have urges. But I hate that I do. So I mostly just play with myself.
But the sick thing is that because of my introduction to sex by my stepfather I can only seem to get myself off when I'm sucking c***. So now what I do is I have a job as an all night caretaker for an old man. About once a week when no one else is around I pull his pyjamas down and use a warm wash cloth to clean him up completely. Then I suck him while I masturbate and make myself cum. He's had a stroke and can't talk anymore but he seems to be ok with my doing that. I feel guilty about it but I keep doing it.
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Sounds hot to me
I was a preteen when my mom would get drunk and passed out early, so when that would happen my step dad would come into my room and do stuff to me. It was always over kind of quickly, it was always about his pleasure, I never once orgasmed with him and I always masturbated afterwards but I would think of the one friend that did oral to me during a sleepover to be able to orgasm.
As an adult I identify as Bi but I like being with women or little girls way more than with men.