I had to know (part 2)

The sex quickly dried up as it always does with women after the wedding. I found myself in a life of quiet desperation. Dead bedroom, but now bound to this woman who didn’t fuck anymore. And my unwanted desires stronger than ever. I discovered internet porn and I found myself deep in homosexual needs. I discovered Craig’s list personals and met a man there. An effeminate hair dresser who was convinced no one could tell he was gay (another time I questioned if I was more obvious than I’d known). I didn’t chicken out this time. I met him in the middle of the day. I was convinced I’d go through with it, hate it, and could just be straight. We met publicly, chatted a bit, and went to a hotel. He leaned in to kiss me and I thought yuck. But I let him to get to the main event. I had never spent so much time on foreplay before. We made out, kissed, held, caressed, petted, built up for hours. Then I finally took him in my mouth. I was undecided if I’d let him cum in my mouth right up until he said “I’m gonna go”. I didn’t even hesitate. I swallowed every drop. Then he gave me the best blow job id ever had. As soon as he swallowed my load I was met with tbh old familiar post nut clarity. I made a fast exit and felt bad a day or two later. I called him, he was cool about it. Said “I was there once”. I told him I had to come to grips with being bi. He laughed and said “Tom, you’re gay. Some day you’ll know it too. The day will come you won’t be able to stand the sight of pussy.” 20 years later and he was right. We had an ongoing affair for years. Happy to tell more if anyone is interested

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