Accepting i’m a sub
I’ve never said it out loud but I’m finally accepting the fact that I want to be someone’s slut. I didn’t really put all the pieces together until i did research on BDSM but I have such a desire to get choked, slapped by a guy and made to say “thank you” for it. I want to be edged til i’m crying and then finish over and over til i can’t take it anymore. I want to be spanked relentlessly and suck him off while he pets me and praises me. Fucked and told i’m a good girl and can take what ever he gives me. I desire it so badly and it messes with my brain. I’ve never told anyone and i’m so embarrassed to have to bring it up in a future relationship because i don’t think i could live without it:/
Jan 24
I think what you really need is a nice guy that will make you his whore in the bedroom. Maybe an older guy if you are younger, so you feel extra submissive and naughty for having him use you.
Don't feel bad. You are a good girl and just want to make someone happy when they use you like a whore.