Me finally trying to get this out .

When I was seven, a baby sitters fifteen yo son gromed me and got me to let him fuck my ass . It's a long story. Trying to cut it short and get it out .. at first it hurt... but then it didn't..we went past the pond to the long grass past it .he brought two cushions from a old couch, because I complained about laying his weight on me face down on the ground. I was seven... at first it just took a minute, but meny times later seemed it would carry on a while .he would stop humping and rub my back and stroke my head . Sometimes he'd kiss the back of my neck .. it wasn't sex to me ... he just used me ... but it was every day .. sometimes twice a day .. he'd go on and on about my but ... guess I felt wanted... he dotted over me .. this carried on ... his big sister had a boy friend who also ,looking back at it he probably noticed Harvey's attention to me .he would get me sitting in his lap and put his hand in my pants, rubbing my dick .. to the point where her mom actually told him to get his hand out of my pants .he stopped for a minute but kept it up .. this kinda messed with my head .. I KNEW THEY KNEW HE WAS TOUCHING ME ...really made me except it .. I didn't feel eny thing didn't get sexauly excited
...... he just wanted me just like Harvey. After a while days later .this grown man got me in his car .he tryed to get me to suck his dick ... but it didn't work... I couldn't get it in my mouth
... I was seven...just got the head in my mouth...he was angry. Put me in the back seat ...pulled my pants off . And pushed my legs up and spread them ... as I was used to Harvey humping me .I knew what he was gonna do but...this time in his back seat ,I was on my back
It was different .he hurt me .... it wasn't Like Harvey....when I cryed and begged him to stop he did it harder..he at one point told me to look at him ...he'd actually stop and say look at me when I'm fucking you boy... look at me when I'm fucking you boy ... he looked mad .. like he was mad at me .he grabbed my face .put his fingers in my mouth... he'd pull his dick out of me and rub it on my belly then put it in over and over ... telling me to look at it as he was running it around my belly and balls .he'd grab my soft dick saying you love my dick don't you sissy ... making me say yes. He make me say fuck ME. He pulled out of me came on my belly and chest .and with is fingers put it in my mouth.asking me over and over if I like his come .... Harvey always came inside me .I never saw cum ... I was kinda in shock this wasn't like Harvey. This hurt.he pushed me out of his car .threw my clothes on the ground in front of me ... told me I need to learn to suck cock and he drove away ... I never saw him again.
.I went home after putting my pants back on .I was hurting.... I had his cum dried on my belly. I never saw him again.... but now with Harvey things changed . It rained and my couch cushions were wet ,so I had my first fucking on my hands and knees. Harvey then held me by my hips and rubbed my back more .he could also do me faster actually making smacking noises as his hips hit my checks. He now pulled out of me and reinsert alot .which I liked because he would rub my back and but checks as he did this. Mind you this was all happening during summer school break .probably in the first six weeks ... I was also having problems. I started pooping my pants ... daddy angry at me made me wash my underwear in the bathroom sink . And then the worst thing that could happen happened... Ted and his little brother Todd caught me and Harvey in the act .. Ted was same age of my brother Todd was one year older than me ... I was seven. Harvey 15 . Ted was 11.
Come to find out after .Ted and Todd saw Harvey dragging a twin mattress to our spot ... he did this earlier that day to surprise me so I could lay down again ... it was in his mom's shed. Harvey and I actually were there on it around lunch time .. then we went back and I got Harvey to raise my legs and do me on my back ... so this one time I was kinda giving instructions. I guess I was trying to mimic the was Tonyas boy friend did me . As Harvey was humping me I was holding him by his shoulders looking in his face .he was telling me he loved me then boom... Ted and Todd... surprise I'm completely naked, Harvey sweating it was the second time that day so he was slowly humping. I did notice that every day the first fuck was faster and didn't go as long . The second was always more loving.. slower more attention to me ... made me like it more ... and yes I did like it at this point ... after Tonyas boy friend in his car Harvey never hurt me and actually I think Harvey loved me ... he was gentle and sweet on me ... little back ground now .. my baby sitter son Harvey was home schooled . He had no friends was retarded... all the other kids picked on him and I think looking back on this .is why he was home schooled ... he was kinda fat and acted funny ... so.... here I was laying on my back for the first time sence Tonyas boy friend hurt me ... Harvey liked to lay on top of me , my face to the ground. We started kind doing doggy .but he wanted to lay me down on top of me ... this day twin mattress under me I asked him to hold my legs like mean man did ... I wanted to see his face while he did me ... and then boom.... Ted and Todd burst out yelling and laughing... my caring lover Harvey jumps us saying it all me I wouldn't leave him alone.... calling me a faggot. Harvey repeatedly tells them I'm a faggot. I made him do this ... so... me naked laying on a mattress started crying. Couldn't believe what was happening.... couldn't get to my clothes... Harvey kept going on and on about me making him fuck me ... I was in shock .... I curled up naked crying.... then I herd Ted say suck my dick faggot... thinking if he took me like Harvey and Tonyas boy friend he wouldn't tell people. Also remembering what he tryed to do with me ... I sat up quietly and on that mattress on my knees begged him to suck his dick .. he pulled it out.i put it in my mouth...
Don't remember much about this but I do remember him comming felt the first. Spert .in my mouth then it got on my face ... then his little brother got in my mouth.... don't think he came ... but he humps my face .. after Harvey fucked me but not like before... he was mean now ... there I sat .on that mattress. Feeling like a freak show attraction... I knew because they did me they wouldn't tell anyone... guess I at this point just tryed to please them. Now I was there every day with the three of them ... every day ... from morning to dark ... every day ... found myself wishing it was just Harvey and me .. . No more rubbing my back .. no more I love you. . Now it was just meeness..... my lips got chapped. I new what come was now . As Harvey always came in my ass .now he took my mouth... they took turns with me .... and now I sucked dick ... and when I did I wished they were fucking me ... I kept thing about that grown man in his car left me saying I need to learn how to suck dick . Even Harvey was now fucking my face .. I learned to turn my head sideways to stop from gagging. I begged them to fuck Me ... I missed it .it was nicer... my lips were chapped... I learned the taste of cum ... and wished for it so they'd be done ... I hated this thing sucking cock .. always wished they'd lay me down and fuck me ... still today ... I'd beg them to fuck me .. . True story.... thanks for letting me share.

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