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I deep down knew I had desires for men since puberty. But I was in such deep denial. I bedded as many females as I could in my teens and early twenties. Mid 20s I was really wrestling with it and had met a guy through a phone connection and was very close to trying it. That’s when I met my wife. I convinced myself a steady supply of pussy would relieve my urges (wrong on many levels) and married her. A few years later I found myself a plow horse in a dead bedroom. On a break I met a man on AFF and hooked up with him. I felt like I was home. After it was a lot to take in but deep down I knew. Over a couple years I was with another guy a few times and once his married friend and him took turns on me. It was the single best sec I ever had. But the guilt from cheating was too much and I once again decided to regain my manhood. Now I have more sex with her than ever but I usually have to pretend she’s a guy to get hard, and absolutely to finish. My only sexual desires that involve her are of her and another man. Or her as a sissy. Mid 40s happily married to my best friend, two kids, and absolutely homosexual.
I am exactly the same but I’ve been doing this stuff for 40 years and it does not get any easier with age.
I'm on my first year of marriage and have reverted back to my early teen and preteen boyslut ways....
I still look as if I was 15 and pretty for a twenty year old. I can't even buy a drink but I'm really welcome at gay bar's and nightspots....
My wife's clueless and pregnant, thankfully I can't get pregnant because I've had more seed swimmers up my butt and swallowed than I can count!
Why do guys like us marry women when wer this way?
I don't know the answer to this question but I was lucky enough to marry a woman who knew that I was bisexual. Ass a teenager I gave myself to older men sucking cock and getting ass fucked. I was 20 years old when I married my wife she had caught me with a man at a house party that I was at .it seemed to turn her on watching me sucking his cock. A couple of years later we got married. We both have been honest with each other and very open minded when it comes to sex. 42 years now that we have been married and we both have slowed down in our sex life she has a couple of men that she sees and has sex with I of course have trouble getting hard and staying hard I have one married guy that comes over once a week or so for me. Being bisexual and married doesn't work for everyone but it has for me and my wife.
Where are you located?
Oklahoma
If you were in GA…
Always the case right?