My job before I married
I confess before I married I did work in Karaoke bar in Surabaya and after it I did work in massage place in a Lokalisasi.
It was almost same like working as prostitute.
Men did ask for more than me just sing karaoke with them, or more than just massage so I had to selling my body.
I did not like it then so much but now after I married and my husband not often make love with me I sometimes miss my old job.
I feel shame about my past life and now I feeling confused with my desires.
I am afraid to talk to my husband about this all, I afraid he angry if I say I want to do sex work again or sleep with different men.
He jealous type man and I don't think he will understand my desires.