He pushed me away

Well it all started a few months ago when my last child started college. I decided to get a job so I had something to do. I was on my second husband because to be honest I was kinda a wild child in my first marriage and before I got married. But I tried to be a good wife with my second husband. After the kids were gone I tried to spice things up in the bathroom and rekindle my desires and fantasies I put on the back burner for a few years. I started to buy some sexy clothes and nighties but my husband kinda changed we started arguing and he started calling me a slut and whore. I guess if you call someone that enough they become one lol. Well I started pushing myself into work so I didn't have to put up with my home life and all the problems and I ended up becoming a district manager. I started traveling a lot and meeting other managers. I am in my mid 40 so I really didn't think much about men really wanting me because most of the men I worked with are younger. But I started to notice a very attractive black man in the Atlanta office would always flirt with me when I was down there.but i just thought he was being nice. I have one best friend who I tell everything too I told her and she knows about my situation she told me to go for it. I will be honest I was really thinking it was just him being friends. She told me to try a little experiment to see . The next week I went down. He did his normal thing and asked me to dinner but this time I expected. He picked me up and I was so nervous I really needed a cigarette so I asked him if I could smoke he smile and said please so I lot one up I noticed his kinda staining at me he almost hit the car in front of us . He had one too I knew then I was what he wanted. He definitely was flirting with me. I knew smoking 120s turned heads because I had smoked them for a while now and that was one of the reasons I started. Before I got married. It was kinda a fetish of mine and they do make a woman feel sexy me at least. Well we kinda hung out the rest of that trip but only as friends but we ended up kissing right before I left. I told my friend all about it and she told me I told you so I really didn't think a hot man like that would want an older women like me . We a few weeks later I had another trip down there my friend told me to just go for it. I have my husband one more chance a few nights before I left I put on a sexy nightgown and tried but all I got was the same song and dance . So I got ready for my trip I packed my sexy clothes and nighties and stuff and I even bought some sexy lingerie I put on a dress and heels and some of the lingerie and called him I told him to pick me up at the airport. I called my friend and told her I was so excited and nervous I had never been with a black man before but I really wanted too I need to explore my desires. I need to release my inner beast. He picked me up we went to dinner he definitely noticed the change in my dress and told me how beautiful I looked. It was all kind of a blur the next thing I knew we were in my room and I was going down on him I was talking as much of him in my mouth as I could and it was all I could do to take it. I couldn't control myself I wanted more than it happened he exploded in my mouth and down my throat. We had to qwiet and go to a meeting we smoked a cigarette and went to the meeting and after the meeting we all went to dinner after dinner we went to our rooms I had to call my husband and check in we argued a few minutes . I put on one of my nighties no panties and called him all I said was the door is open.
I had all the lights off it was so dark I heard the door open and shut. He came in and I felt him push up my nightie and I felt him push his cock inside me it was so hard I felt it deep into my stomach and I lost all control I started trusting myself against him till I felt him explode deep inside me we spent the whole week in bed together each night I am now separated from my husband and back to my wild ways I have someone new in my bedroom and he can please my desires.

By Anonymous

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