Drawn to sucking cock

At one point in my middle age, my wife and I were on a cruise and left others to return to our cabin. While there we started warming up and my wife asked me to shoot my cum on her tits and then lick it off. I turned her down at that time and about 15 years later she passed away. So what did I start thinking about doing? Taking a load down my throat of course. To make the urge stronger I had my prostate taken out and I love having things up my ass. After the surgery, every time I put something up there I would leak urine. So this left me in a spot on how I could enjoy sex and my mind would wonder back to that time with my wife and eating cum. I tried to put it out of my mind but I wasn't having much luck connecting with women and my frustration grew. I couldn't even sample my precum because of the surgery. What to do?

Last week I decide I had to start sucking cocks. Probably in a glory hole place where I could walk out. To follow this alone I bought a dildo that would ejaculate a substance that resemble cum. So I practiced deep throating it and swallowing the cum that would shoot in my mouth. It took practice to achieve this. During that time I never touch my ass, although if you like it-you want it. After practicing on the dildo I went to an adult book store to test my luck. I told the manager that I like the butt plugs he had there and he offer to show them off to me in his office. After checking them out a little I notice that he had a nice hard on pushing his gym pants out. I asked if he ever had someone from the glory holes give him a blow job. He indicated that sometimes after hours he would get in that situation and invited his friend over to take either the mouth or ass and he would take the other. I reached over and stroked his cock and he stood up and dropped his sweats.
He had a nice 7" not too thick, not too narrow. Just perfect for me to swallow my first load, which I did but I did not rush it. I made love to his cock. I did manage to go in there on the way home from the Gym or work and suck so cock, but it wasn't as satisfying or intimate as it was with the manager.

I stopped and talked to him one night after the gym and he said he was looking for me and that his friend was in his office and would love a good blow job. So I went into his office and there was his friend looking a porn with a large hardon. Probably 8 plus inches and thick. When the manager locked up and came back he sat in front of me and offered his cock. After I got started sucking, his friend got behind me and pull my sweats down. Applied a little lube and gave me a pleasure that I had not experience prior. Even though my prostate wasn't there to be milked, his cock filled me up and gave me a large orgasm. I was coming while the manager dropped his load in my throat and this other guy dropped his in my ass. It could not make up for being able to satisfy my wife's request, which I actually wanted to do-but it showed me what I was missing in my sex life.

By Anonymous

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