Endless fantasies what's a woman to do?
Sooo I want to have sex with my brother in law...well lets just say for over 10 years now.
There I said it. I have always been attracted to him even before they were married, so these thoughts are not new. But the last 2 years it keeps growing. I can't get it out of my head no matter how hard I try to bury it. Now, I should say, I love my husband, and I also love his sister would never want to hurt either of them. But this urge will not stop, do I just ignore it for years on end?? I think he is feeling the same way. I get that vibe, signals are there. I feel like he drops sly hints here and there but nothing too direct, maybe that's in my own mind and how I interact. He has told me before that I am hot so I know there's attraction there. But we had a conversation one night alone to which he pushed me to say anything. I could not in that moment. I said not in this lifetime. He was surprised and taken back. Conversation moved along. I regret that. I don't want to ruin relationships here. But when one human makes you so hot and horny I can't help but think there's a reason for it. I want to be his dirty little secret. Is that so bad? Harmless if noone finds out. But what if they do, not ready for those repercussions either.
Do not act on that attraction. The consequences should you get caught are worse than you can imagine. Not only would it blow up your relationship with your husband, and his relationship with his wife, but it would also blow up his relationship with his brother, and probably his whole family! Your sexual needs are not worth that. It is best kept as a fantasy. Pretend you are fucking him when you are fucking your husband. We all do that lots of times. If you role play with hubby, think of his brother (but don't tell him). It can intensify your sexual experience with the disasterous effects of doing the real thing.
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