Losing my girlfriend because I am addicted to giving men head
I'm 30 and I am unbelievably close to losing my
Girlfriend because I am obsessed more so addicted to sucking guys off. I don't consider myself gay I don't date or find men attractive. I have been sucking guys off for past 15 yrs and really don't want to stop. I admit I have been with 4 girls and 6 guys. This is the first girlfriend that has ever found out I give guys head and worst of all she caught me throw messages and hook up sites, I give her respect and credit cause she wants to work things out but I honestly don't want to stop giving blowjobs. I quit using drugs and even temporary stopped wearing thongs to show I want to be with her. I don't know why I can't let myself stop giving head what can I do?.