I have castration fantasies
OK I'm a guy and for quite awhile I've fantasize about being castrated by a woman who then makes me her slave. I fantasize that my balls are either crushed, smashed, chopped, stabbed, sliced, stepped on, cut, twisted, then removed. Then my penis is then chopped off, twisted off, bit off or however removed. Then the woman makes me her eunuch slave. Then after awhile she surgically gives me a vagina and tits. I don't know why I fantasize about this. Of course I don't want it to really happen but the fantasy of it is something that I can't escape from.
Aug 2
I castrated myself as a young teen about 7 yrs ago because Jesus told me to.