Love/soulmate/frustration

Ok first…
She works for me in a higher end management position.
We’ve worked together for a year now, I always thought she was beautiful but just not my type.. so I never even thought about going there…
She went out with COVId, and for some reason I missed her terribly. When she came back we had time together and I realized that I’m deeply in love with her.
Past lives together? Absolutely. We’re both married, me not so happy, her? I’m not sure, she gives signals both ways.
We’ve been out to dinner numerous times since she’s been back, I’ve told her my feelings, and she’s told me hers. She won’t cross that line and I 100% respect her decision.

Here’s the thing though, I don’t want just jump her bones for sex. I want to make love to her, in the dark where we only have the sense of touch, where we don’t know where our bodies end and the other one begins. I want our souls to make love and be one again.
I live to protect her.
To worship her.
To fulfill her every need.
But in our current predicament, there’s not a damn thing I can do.
So needless to say, in the meantime it’s absolutely killing me not to be able to hold, kiss and cuddle.

21 days ago

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    • Stop being a dick. Let it go. She needs to be with her family. You, as a boss, need to stop pressuring her. If she was my wife, you'd have broken knee caps. Probably more once I started.

    • Make love to someone else in the dark and pretend its her

    • Oh darling that's so romantic and so heartbreaking. You need to respect how she feels and understand that it probably isn't meant to be. I know it feels awful - I've been there - but it will pass and one day you will meet someone who makes you feel the same way and feels that way about you. It will happen when you least expect it.

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