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New York, my Lover.
I love New York. I also love fucking random men. I'm married and kind of happy, but not fully. Only strangers can get me off.
Mu husband is the sweetest, most caring and protective person. He supports me, my ideas, and respects me. But sadly, I've lost all respect for him somehow. I don't know when, but I do know its because he is just so stable. He's the same every day. The sex feels the same. We buy the same fucking groceries every week and eat at the same restaurants every damn time.
I think we may have married wrongly, both of us. I love change, I've traveled and lived many times over in different countries. I have lovers on every continent.
I thought marrying a man like him would be good for me, and I am ashamed that I am superficial and want someone who can excite me, give me ideas and in a way, feed me bullshit so I keep on my toes.
I do want a man with taste and style. I want someone experienced and worldly. Someone who dresses well and takes pride in their appearance. A man who likes going fast, takes risk, gets what he wants and does it confidently so that I may just look on and smile when he accomplishes something, instead of always consoling, always comforting and trying to drum up his self confidence.
Insecurity rubs off, and I don't like what I'm getting.
My husband is experienced, worldly, well-traveled, and has both taste and style. He dresses well and takes care of his appearance. He has aircraft and does and, gets what he wants. My problem is other women notice him too. Every year the women that notice him get younger than us as well.
When we were young and I was foolish, I USED to cheat on him all of the time. I loved to screw his friends and my friend's husbands, especially when my husband was out of town.
Since so many younger women are constantly throwing themselves at my husband, I no longer dare to do anything to give him an excuse to leave us and get a younger model. It's bad enough I have to talk to women that feel it is their duty to inform me that my husband is cheating on me. Not wanting them to get their way, I usually end up telling them I know and don't mind.
Looking back, I wish I had the OP's problems instead of my own. Grass is always greener... you know.
I love fucking other men and my husband knows that I do but I would never leave him for someone else just for sex. He is a good husband to me and I love him for allowing me to enjoy myself with other men and satisfy my sexual needs he understands that . When I am with him I don't treat him badly or make him feel less than a man just because his dick doesn't give me what I need.
And then when this guy you find with all this self confidence gets sick of you and dumps you for a younger model you will wish you had a sweet caring and protective man to take care of you and I hope you get it stuck in your ass as bad as you’re sticking it in his!
She broke up her life for better sex period end of story. Just like the good little slut she is lol
I married wrong too. My mistake (hers too). But now I’m divorced and happy with someone else. It happens.
Why are you people so judgmental? Everyone makes mistakes, and she obviously made a big one. So what? Life goes on. It shouldn't cost you everything you want in life. So - make changes, move on, do what you WANT to do instead of settling for what's comfortable, because it's clearly starting to feel uncomfortable. Don't waste your life wishing for things, do what it takes to have them. Live those experiences, find someone that is right for you, someone that excites you, like you said. Do it before it's too late and you find yourself at 70, waiting to pick up your grand kids from the same damn music school every week.
Judgmental? Well let me see here...maybe because she started her post with "I love fucking random men and I'm married". Give me a break. Sorry that some of here don't condone infidelity and actually think that if you enter a marriage you should be committed and if you have these urges and feelings you should set the other person free before jet setting around the globe fucking random men. I know..such a strange way to look at it.
And women like u are the reason why men will treat their good wife like u enjoy it and think dats how every woman feels. Any man reading this, she's a whore and this is not how women want to be treated
I'll.take your husband, you can have all my douchebag exes.
So file for divorce and stop being an unfaithful whore. Your the one that made the wrong choice.