Deciding if I want to become fat
So, I am trying to decide if I want to let myself get fat. I am already a bit chunky, I have huge boobs and am a size 14, with a rounded belly and butt.
Part of me wants to lose weight, get in shape and back in my size 8 outfits. Another part of me LOVES how soft and smooth my body is with an extra layer of fat and would like to gain more to see what it feels like.
I don't want to be obese but fat.
I'd be proud of my fattened self and dress to flaunt my belly and hips.
It might be fun to try...