My strange drug life

This all started when I was 15 and started sniffing coke. I'd not yet experienced this type of drug. It made me feel as though I was at that moment fat, soft in my middle. Every time I did coke it made me feel that way. At first I liked to talk about it because I was around. my close friends but slowly the players started changing and not every one. wanted to hear my fat confessions so I started.with the keep it to yourself thing. And would. rarely say that much, making people think I was weird , but so what they didn't hear me talk about my fat belly all night which would make them feel I was really weird phew I kept that up through my whole time when I was sniffing coke. Then things happened to take me away for a little bit approx 3 yrs or so. When I came back around. People were now smoking crack. I stayed away from every thing for a while. Til one day I got a wild hair and decided to try some crack whoooey that made me think that was the most important thing in the world no matter what I had to spend money on it would surely take a back seat to crack and it wouldn't change anything about me or how I operate well it did. When I smoked that it would make me feel fat right off the top where as sniffing lines it kinda used to creep up ( my feeling fat) and still I was keeping this to myself. It was during a night when I was smoking all by myself when I started inflicting pain to myself ( my belly to be true) I was dropping weights from a set on my belly oh God I started with the 5.5 pounders I worked my way up to the 45 pounders over time of course. Then we moved away from that where I had no choice but to quit.yeah quit one doc and pick up another and with this doc when you get some good stuff it makes me feel fat I still keep it to myself but there are times I'll break away to punch myself in the belly, or shake

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