The first time I gave my cousin a HJ.
I was 15 and he was 16, and I was spending the entire summer with my aunt and uncle. This was the first year I was allowed to wear two-piece bathing suits, and I looked really good! I couldn’t help but notice that he was staring at me, my butt, my boobs, and my crotch, the thought of him desiring me... anyone desiring me really turned me on! It wasn’t long before he invented games that somehow always had him swimming between my legs, and with his swim goggles he could see everything pretty well. Then he invented a poking, pinching, tickling game, and of course he “accidentally” poked, pinched, and tickled my aforementioned butt, boobs, and crotch repeatedly. It really hurt! Eventually, I just came out and told him “Lee, if you want to touch me there, you can... just be gentle”. He seemed hesitant, so I took his hand and placed it down the front of my bikini. He wasn’t the first boy to touch me, not even close, but it REALLY felt amazing! It was so different to the way other boys made me feel. Within a minute of guiding him to exactly the right spot, I touched him! He felt amazing in my hand, and before long the change in his breathing told me that he was close. I didn’t want him to cum, because I wasn’t even close. Besides, I wanted to do other things with him, this was foreplay, but too late. His heavy breathing changed to grunts, his body spasmed, and I could feel I’m pulsing in my hand. Besides, the water was clear and shallow, I could literally see it squirting into the water! It may have been the first time we ever did anything sexual, but it definitely wasn’t the last! In fact, it became a regular thing. And that November my family moved to Miami, so we would see eachother all the time, we even went to the same school. He was not the first HJ I ever gave, but he was the first BJ, and eventually we lost our virginity to eachother. If I’m being honest I was in love with him, (and still am, a bit).