My new husband used to rape me

I married my best friend, Matt, this weekend! We had a really nice wedding. A big thing no one really knows except for a friend or two is that he used to rape me when we were younger. I’ll try not to drag this on. It’s really out there.

I was 13, he was 18. We’re kind of cousins, kissing cousins some say. My dad and his dad are cousins. Matt’s mom died when he was young, his dad had girlfriends, but was a worker and a drinker as I remember him. Matt and I were always close, not many cousins on my dad’s side. It was my last year of needing to be “watched” when my parents went away. I loved it there, he would steal vodka and smoke weed with me. We would laugh all night. I lost my virginity that month. When I told him, he progressively talked more sexually, he showed me his dick, wanted to see mine, talked about girls he’s fucked, then we played truth or dare. I knew what he was doing, but Matt was always attractive and I went with it. He dared me to see more than my tits, I showed him my ass, he touched it and between my legs. I admit, I was wet. Of course he dared me to suck his dick, knew that was coming. He popped in my mouth so fast, but I swallowed and kept going like he wanted. He said he wanted to fuck me, I wasn’t going to do that, but I did say he could lick my pussy if he wanted. My bf licked me for months before we ever had sex, Matt did way better than him and gave me my first orgasm. He turned to get a better angle, I grabbed his dick and bent sideways to suck it. We came and I wanted more. We fooled around when I was over for the next couple weeks. Just going down on each other, I wanted sex, but he was my cousin. I wasn’t on birth control. It wasn’t a good idea. He understood that.

We had too much vodka one night and did some dumb dares. I walked through the house naked with his dad on the couch, he went streaking down the road. His dad was drunk, no pants because he had a towel from out of the shower. Matt dared me to go put his dick in my mouth. I said no fucking way. He really egged me on and fed me another shot. I agreed to a quick lick. He was going to take a picture of it. My uncle was snoring when I opened his towel. He had a huge chode, really fat and short like a beer can. I licked and Matt said one more so he could get the picture. I opened my mouth and put my lips around the tip. I felt his hand grab the back of my head and almost had a heart attack. He didn’t see Matt there. He said I read his mind, suck it good baby. I froze up, I didn’t know what to do or say. Matt didn’t help. He told me that my tits were getting really nice and grabbed a nipple. He said I was doing really good, wasn’t my first time huh, choke on it. All I could think of was to finish and he might not remember. He had me come to the side of his chair and put his fingers between my legs. He moved my shorts and told me to let uncle help. He told me to suck that cock, cum for him over and over. He did make me cum, then he tried putting me in his lap, he said he knew what I wanted. I said the only thing I could think of, that I was a virgin. He understood and told me to kneel back, lift my shirt, he was going to cum in my pretty face. Damn nice fucking tits, that’s what he said right before he came all over me. It was more cum than anyone. He put his hand back in my pants and told me that we would be doing a lot more of that now that he knew I wanted to suck his cock so bad. I usually sleep on the couch, I cuddles with Matt who said how sorry he was. He said it was so hot to see me handle it, but he was very sorry. He kept trying to see if I wanted to hook up, touching me, kissing my neck, but I wasn’t in the mood.

I woke up really early to his hand between my legs and his dick rubbing my thigh, near my pussy. I don’t remember taking my pajamas off, he had my panties moved, I asked what he was doing. He said he couldn’t get it out of his mind and been horny all night. He kissed my neck, rubbed my pussy asking if I liked it, he got in my pussy, I tried getting up, he held me and pushed deeper. He said he was sorry, he had to feel inside of me. He told me to shh, don’t wake his dad. I told him no, let me suck his dick instead. He told me he was going to cum, cum with him. He got me to cum, I had given up. He jerked off on my ass and put it back in. I freaked out because he probably still had cum on the tip. My uncle heard the commotion and came in. He was half drunk, half awake, fully naked. It wasn’t even 6am. He called me a little liar, he knew I had sex. He asked if Matt was done, he was up now, might as well. He could see how hesitant we were, he laughed saying how mad my dad would be seeing this picture. I took it as, I had better go in his room or he might tell. I already dug a deep hole, I was hungover, confused and horny, which was the weirdest part. He asked if Matt came in me, because he wanted to eat my pussy. As fucking weird as I felt, I couldn’t stop myself from cumming twice. It was probably the best I ever had. He got on his back and helped me on. He said he knew I wanted his cock when I sucked it and now I get the whole thing. He eased into me at first. I was really tight for him, he was really big, but he knew how to make me cum. Nice, slow bounces on his dick until I came. He turned me over facing his mirror so he could watch us. He grabbed my tits because they looked big from that angle. I remember him fucking me harder, telling me I look like my mother, she probably was tight too. He pulled my hair and told me to watch, didn’t I want that dick, tell him. I said yes, it’s all I’ve wanted, cum on me again. He told me no, pulled my head to his dick and had me swallow. He called Matt in. He told me to keep sucking even if he went soft. He told Matt to fuck me with him, it would be good bonding, come on. Matt did as his father asked. Of course when I went home that afternoon, I didn’t tell anyone. I felt it was my fault too. I’m the one who put my mouth on his cock, I’m the one who had been blowing Matt.

10 years later, we just got married. We both dated other people, but we both kept coming back to each other. Our situation is weird, yes, but the love is strong. One thing NO ONE knows about is years of my uncle fucking me. We had a talk when I was a little older. He had just got done fucking me. I told him I really felt uncomfortable doing it, he told me if I continued fucking Matt, I would be shared. Don’t get me wrong, it wasn’t often. And it wasn’t bad sex, just weird. The night of our wedding, I had a dance with my uncle. He told me he had to give me a present and excused us. I had to go so it wasn’t suspicious. We got into a back room where he pulled his cock out and went on a drunken congratulations speech and he loved me. He lifted my wedding dress and said how happy he was having me as a daughter now. He pushed in my ass, years of his father dick made me numb to anal or any rough sex. He used a lot if spit, didn’t matter if he didn’t. He said we had to be quick. He held my tits and told me to fuck him. I slammed my ass back on it while he explained he was saving my pussy for his son. “Thank you! You’re the best uncle, fuck I need that cum in my ass, give it to me!” I know how to talk to him. He came in me and held me, moving in and out of me. He asked if I loved him and told me to give him a kiss. I hurried up to the bathroom to push out his cum and back to my husband.

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