I can’t have regular sex.

This is a long one. I’m with my girlfriend now of almost 9 months and we’re working on it being a more healthy sexual relationship.

My sexual experiences were at a young age with my aunt. Right around puberty. I was bigger for my age she said she had noticed. She liked to play with it and get me hard. Sucking on her tits was a must. She used to feel my hair, massage my cock and have me feel how wet I made her. She got around to putting me in her or on me. I didn’t know I wasn’t a virgin for about a year honestly. When I started to cum, I knew I wasn’t anymore. It wasn’t all of the time, but she’s the mom of 5 cousins so I was there a lot.

They knew things were going on. My older girl cousin wasn’t as attractive as I’d like to admit but she was years older. She wanted to try my dick. That’s how she said it too. It still felt good. Tighter but different. I liked the experience of my aunt. There were a couple fun times with my cousin but it made me feel like a freak sometimes. She would show her friends and have me jerk off unless they wanted to have sex.

Around that time, my aunt said I could make a few dollars helping friends out. Some of her married friends would give me a few dollars to have sex with them. Husband gone, just a teen stopping over for yard work. Most just wanted me to go until I couldn’t stop cumming. It was a weird time in my life. I got a girlfriend my age who cheated on me because she claimed I was way too experienced.

Around that time, my later teens, my aunts other and youngest daughter was looking cute. Such a little bubble ass on her. One of the better looking genes. I knew she wasn’t a virgin. When I had her alone, I said I heard she liked big dick. That all it took. She watched me take it out and said she heard about her mom and sister. I was looking for head. I fucked her over 20 times that month. I fucked her little friends. They all wanted that bigger dick that was easily available.

I had absolutely no idea what I was doing. I stayed trying to date. Therapy. Sex therapy. Sex anonymous. But now my own head has gotten so bad that I can’t even cum unless it’s borderline violent. Prostitutes, a few girls that were kink but now finally I’m trying. My girl gets me to make love and I’m starting to cum and enjoy it and she’s keeping me level. But she gives me my fix. We do CNC whee I can tie her up and be brutal. She loves it but enjoys making love to. Slow on top or chained, bound, gagged….we’re working on it.

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