Big cock embarrassment

First off, you're not jealous, you're not even really envious. You are obviously fascinated by their casual but blatant manliness, compared to you.
Second, if they are in the habit of making space for you to sit in the middle on the couch, that means that they both like having you there and that all that you need to do is get on all fours and get in on with those men. You want their superior man tools to touch your body and they want you. Go for it. Life is short and it's way better to regret the things that you do, rather than the things that you wish you had done.

It's embarrassing, but I would love to be surrounded by guys with big cocks literally having their way with me. My wife would be mortified if she knew.

Speaking from experience it’s not the size that counts, it’s how you use it.
In my younger days! I’ve had a few partners who were well endowed and if I’m being honest, none of them had a nice soiled erection and all just wanted deep penetration.
I’ve had amazing sex with only half the size!

I still remember seeing a couple of guys in the gym class locker room and even 30 years later I remember how big they were and how embarrassed I was to be naked with them.

What kinda shit are yall doing that the three muskateers are parading around naked showing off two big shlongs and a shrivled little shrimp??

True dat. I'm thinking that the poster just likes talking about real dicks because he likes real dicks, and there's nothing wrong with that, or with the fact that he's declaring that his little dick makes him feel like a girl in their presence. It's like the cover story for the spit-roasting that he can't stop wanting--and there's nothing wrong with that, either. I'm actually kinda hoping that the little bunny got what he wanted from his two big bad wolves. It is a horny scenario, if you like that kind of thing and I do.

So stop being nude with them, then. Focus on some other skill or item you are proud of, not anyone gets everything, value what you do have.