Guilt verses hot sex
I have been with the same man for the last six years off and on. We live together but we fight and break up a lot but usually only lasts for a few days and then we are back together, About 3 months ago i met this cute 26 year old guy I was considering setting my daughter up with (should note that I am 40). She however was not interested but he is nice and funny and we began running together, he is helping me get back in shape. Well Ken and I had a horrid fight and I kicked him out. He left, about an hour after he left Jeremiah texted me to see how I was feeling and if I was still wanting to hang out and maybe run. I told him what happened and made plans for him to come the next day. We we didnt go running but we sure did get a workout, turns out he never wanted to go out with my daughter, he wanted me the whole time and just agreed to meet her to hang out with me. The sex was incredible it felt so good to be wanted, really wanted and kissed, not just the two quick kisses and 5 minutes of sex before bed , when we even bothered, The problem is the next day Ken shows back up begs he has nowhere to go asks if he can stay in basement. I let him after about 2 weeks we just sort of end up being back together, But i cant stop thinking about sex with Jeremiah I want him day and night and yes we are still friends and still run but...nothing since I got back with my bf. Even though we both want it...i dont know what to do help please.
Get with the young guy. Leave that loser of a man on his ass.
Keep going. Add another guy. And another.
Keep fucking him on the side.
Go for it. The only reason your boyfriend came back was because he did not want to become homeless.