I did something last night that I thought was gonna turn out to be a mistake.
Some background. I love my wife, and I still think she's so hot, I don't know if I'll ever be used to the fact that I can look at her whenever I want, that I get to see her naked pretty much every day, that I get to fuck her, and sleep in the same bed as her.
For a long time though I've also had kind of a thing for sleeping women. I watch a ton of porn focusing on sleeping women being fondled and fucked, and I like to watch my wife sleep. I'm slightly ashamed to admit it, but I've also taken the opportunity in the past while she's been asleep to do things like fondle and finger her.
Only about a week ago she started taking medication which has a side effect of making her sleep like a rock. I've tried waking her up and it's just... it's hard.
So knowing she wouldn't wake up, last night I couldn't help myself. She looked so beautiful, and it was a warm night so she had decided to sleep naked. I stood by her side of the bed and I jerked off watching her sleep until I came on her face.
And after I did it, I knew I was probably sunk. She didn't wake up, but there was no way I could just clean that off her face. Even if I didn't wake her up doing so, she'd still know something was up the next morning. So I left it.
So this morning she woke up, and she asked me why her face was sticky. I told her what I did, and I expected her to be angry so I kind of stammered out about how beautiful she is and how much I love watching her sleep.
But she wasn't angry. She was actually happy about it. She said she didn't understand it, but if she knew this was how I felt she would have been open to it earlier.
So we agreed that from now on, especially now that she's taking this medication, as long as I don't wake her up I can have fun. I can jerk off on her, play with her tits, I can use toys on her, fuck her, whatever. She said she takes a shower every morning anyway so if I leave a mess it's no big deal.
This confession probably won't go up before tonight, but right now I'm just so excited thinking of what I want to do to her tonight. Maybe it's comparatively pretty vanilla, but I think for tonight I'm most excited just to fuck her.
I'm interested to hear though what other folks would do to her if they were in my position, maybe ideas for how I should play with her tomorrow night.