Cheating Renewed My Self Esteem
I'm confessing here to tell other women that having an affair may renew your love for your husband. My cheating wasn't planned but it happened. After 20 yrs. of marriage my sex life with my husband ended. He has no desire to please me. Maybe it's because when I aged my body started to change. I always was a plain looking person and the fact that I put on some weight and my uneven breasts started to sag. I needed sexual pleasure in the worst way.
Several months ago I was shopping at the grocery store. I was trying to get a shopping cart but it was jammed into the other carts. This nice looking senior type person help me to get the cart unstuck. We smiled to each other. Then on occasions we bump into each other at that store. I started to notice he was eyeing me. I finally introduced myself. "I'm Jane." "I'm Bo and I'm glad to know you. Not to offend you but you have a butt that my eyes won't stop looking at." I didn't know if he thought my ass was sexy or just the fact it was big. "Yes, it's big alright." I said. "Big and sexy for a nice woman like yourself." he said smiling. I was at my vehicle getting ready to unload my cart when I noticed him walking across the parking lot. He saw me and came over to help me. When I leaned into the vehicle he got a quick feel of my butt. While driving home I got to think about him and it stirred up my emotions.
Couple of weeks later I was at the store and leaned down to the bottom self when I was bumped into by a cart. I stood up and saw Bo smiling at me. We walked down the aisles in the store side by side and I told him about my love life with my husband. He was divorced and just lived down the road a bit. "Jane you really turn me on and I want you. A quick roll in the sack and it be our secret." I figured it would be a one time thing. So I agreed.
We got to his place, he stood behind me and pressed into me while groping my breasts. "They are uneven." he said as he grabbed my hand and led me into his bedroom. We got naked and he stared at my body. "So sexy." he said as he started to finger me. His cock was erect and it was bigger than my husband's. He wanted to doggy fuck me, so I got on all fours. He slipped in into my pussy and started pumping away while feeling my ass smacking it. His cock felt so good in me that I started to play with my tits. He pulled out a couple of times to kiss and lick my ass cheeks. He started to thrust into me hard. My husband would of shot his load long before this, but Bo cock stood hard. I don't know what got into me, but I screamed out loud, "Fuck me Bo, fuck me good!" I guess my verbal talk finally made him unload in me.
I try to go to Bo's house once a week. He rims my butt hole while fingering my cunt. I suck him and jerk him off on my tits and opened mouth. I don't know how long this will continue but my self esteem gotten better knowing a guy like Bo likes me the way I am.
I’d like my wife to find someone like that. I’m in the same boat 30+ years of marriage kinda blunts the passion, as does changes in sexual tastes. My wife wants to try a big cock again and mine, although average and working doesn’t fit the bill.
She wants a big cock like her boyfriend of her youth had and the big dildo I bought for isn’t good enough. She wants the real thing.
How does your affair help your hubby and you? I’d love to know.
You never explained how this helped you with your husband??
It is WOULD HAVE, not "Would of" .