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I started crossdressing when I was 11 with my mom's panty girdles, bras, and garterbelts in the 1970. She caught me several times that first year. After the third time, I think as a way to embarras me she took me to jcpennys and purchased a week's worth of my size panties, garter belt, stockings, and bras. When we got home she sat me down and told me about being a girl, she showed me how to sit, walk, even how to shave my arm pits, and legs. She insisted from the time I got home from school I had to wear panties and a bra. I did what she said all through the rest of school.
During this time when I turned 13 I was at a sleepover at a classmates house a few doors down. That night we talked about sex and if we had been masterbating. I asked if he would like to see my panties and I pulled my pants down showing him my satin white bikini panties. He stared to caress my leg and asked if I was gay, to which I said no. He rubbed my leg more and I was getting very horny. He asked me to suck his cock. He pulled down his pants and I went to work sucking his big cock. He was about to cum when he grabbed my head and held it down while he filled my mouth with cum. This went on the whole ti.e we were in high school, as well as him fucking me few times per week.
Fast forward, now married to a wonderful woman but I just could not get past being a crossdresser. I now was wearing panties bras stockings and outwear and heels. I was sexual faithful to her many years until the urge to have a man control me sexualy came to light. Ever time she was out of town for work I would see men for sex. Now in my sixty I have a few men I see every week and they use me for there pleasure. I love sucking cock and being fucked raw. I am a sub bottom crossdressing faggot.
Growing up, my sister use to dress me up in her clothes when we played house. I began to like the feeling of her panties, her soft undershirt. Then when she started wearing a training bra, those felt even better.
All of this is probably what led me to sucking my first cock at the age of 12. He was an older man that lived a few houses up the street. A lot of us kids hung out at his house. He had a lot of cool stuff to play with. One day he asked me to stay and help him clean up. He told me to strip down to my underwear, so I did get my clothes wet while washing dishes. He seen me wearing my sister underwear. He really liked it. He striped totally naked, his cock was erect and three times bigger then mine. He kept rubbing it against me as we were cleaning. He asked me if I wanted to touch it. I did, which to me stroking it, then kissing it. Then I was went full hog on it. I sucked on while stroking it with one hand. I was really enjoying it. Then I noticed his balls were moving, his cock started twitching, then he started pumping his thick cum in my mouth. It tasted wonderful, I loved it. That might have been the first time, but it wasn't the last. He let me suck his cock every day, as much as I wanted. When I was 13 he took my anal virginity. That also was a wonderful experience but I still preferred swallowing his cum then having him deposit it in my ass.
Then one morning I went over there, his house was all locked up, everything was gone. He just disappeared over night.
That was 33 years ago. Now at 46 yrs old, I still wear girls underwear, I'm definitely gay. I own it all to sister, and couldn't be happier.
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I was forced to suck my brothers and his friends cocks growing up. They made me wear panties so it wasn't 'gay'
The same happened to me, only it was a pair of my mom’s pantyhose she had left in the bathroom. My brother took them downstairs and asked me to put them on and then wanted to play “fireman” he would come into the downstairs bathroom to rescue me and then as payment I would have to suck his cock wearing the pantyhose.
I have suck buddies from the Ymca. We get together a few times a month and 69. Just cum, no drama, no connection.